Friday, April 28, 2006 . 3:08 PM

kung ikaw ang nasa sitwasyon na ito..
kanino ka mas higit na hahanga?
sa taong iniwan ang lahat para sa minamahal nia..
o
sa asong lumilipad?

Responses to the question:

Kuya Banjo : hahaha
me : dali nga, anu nga? kanino ka mas hahanga?
Kuya Banjo : niloloko mo ata ako eh!
me : di noh, bat naman kta lolokohin?sagutin mu na!
Kuya Banjo : O sige, dun sa asong lumilipad!

JayR : xmpre dun sa aso! nakalipad xa eh!

Irish : sa asong lumilipad!=)

Cirene : sa asong lumilipad! haha!

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cge nga, kayo nga sagutin nio rin yun tanong..

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Sunday, April 23, 2006 . 3:37 PM

NEW LAYOUT

Thanks to nika for giving me this wonderful layout. Fink na fink noh? girl na girl! nyahaha.. anyhoo, Aylabyu na my dear nika..

I'm single na pala, since april 19,2006. Aldrin texted me after he read my blog, he said, "boo, nabasa coh na yun blog moh, magOL ka para maayos na naten toh, hindi para magstay pa tong relationship naten kundi para tapusin na.." I wasn't able to OL nor reply to his text that night, first, i was too shy to talk to him, second, i didn't have a load that night. The next day, he was OL when i OLed, that's when i talked to him, we didn't actually talk, i just sent him a message, saying thank you for understanding and everything blah blah blah.. he said, "ok lang yun, kung masaya ka naman, cge na, bye na!" I know he was hurt by what i did, and I'm really sorry for that, and I know there's someone out there who's much more deserving for his love than me.

I wanna say thank you for those who commented on my previous post, it helped me a lot, love you guys! *hugs and kisses*

//*EDIT*//

Ok, I wasn't supposed to edit this entry, But I have something to say, Aldrin called just a while ago, gaaaaah, the moment i answered the phone, he said, "boo, sorry na boo." anoo ba, you don't need to say sorry to me! It's my fault why we broke up in the first place, why are you saying sorry?! Let's move on. Once is enough, twice is too much. But in our case, it's not only once nor twice that you got hurt because of me, ain't you getting tired of it!? Please... Tama na.. Ayoko na.. Just hate me for all the shit that I've done to you..

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Tuesday, April 18, 2006 . 11:42 PM

Single Life

I wanna be single again, Feels like I'm fallin' out of love again, I dunno, I guess I'm not inlove at all. I wanna find someone who can make me fall in love again, someone who's deserving for my love ofcourse, i know my boyfriend is deserving but really, i know i don't love him enough to make me cry when we break up, when we fight, when he's mad at me or whatsoever. Yea, he makes me feel this thing you call *klig*, but sometimes, the magic, it's not there.. You can't push yourself to love someone if you know you really can't love him. And besides, hindi pinag-aaralan ang pagmamahal, kusa mo itong mararamdaman. Well, I guess I just love him as a friend, or as a close friend. *Sighs* Til now, I'm still not sure about what i feel for him, is it loneliness? is it pity? is it just a friendship? is it just an infatuation? but there's one thing i'm sure of, it's not love.

I haven't texted him nor called him for a while.I guess I just don't feel like communicating with him.. He just texted me a while ago, saying he misses me and all that. I just erased it, I got a little bit hurt for him.. For the reason he loves me so much while me, I don't. Really, I wanna be single again, I wanna realize a few things for myself, I wanna wait for that someone who will make me fall in love again. Masaya naman maging single eh, dba?

Boo, kung mabasa moh man toh, now you have a clue bakit di ako nagpaparamdam.. naguguluhan nanaman ako, lamo ba yun? We just have to accept it I guess... Paulit-ulit nalang nangyayare toh, paulit-ulit nalang ikaw nasasaktan dahil saken.. Hindi ka ba nagsasawa? Sa totoo lang, matagal na kitang minahal kung pede lang idikta sa puso kung sino ang mamahalin nia, kaso hindi eh.. Sadyang may mga taong hindi para sa isa't-isa, at tayo, ganun tayo..

Ate Kath gave me a gift.. this oh!

and irish suplada gave me a gift too!!! button xa, cute nga weh! tingnan nio nalang sa gilid para makita nio...


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Thursday, April 13, 2006 . 6:37 PM

Globe Unlimited - Sucker

I'm really pissed off with it! I've been trying to register to globe unlimitext for 5 days already and til now, it's still FAILED. Badtrip talaga.

I've already watch MOMENTS OF LOVE. It's a good movie. Ang pag-ibig, walang nakikitang panahon, walang nakikitang wakas... I really lurve that line, so touchy.

Haaai, since I have nothing to blog about, I just wanna share somethin I read at teentalk. It's about love.

LOVE

There are times when we are timid and shy about
expressing the love we feel. For fear of
embarrassing the other person, or ourselves, we
hesitate to say the actual words "I love you". So we
try to communicate the idea in other words. We say
"take care" or dont drive too fast" and "be good".

But really, these are just other ways of saying "I
love you"."You are important to me" and "I care
what happens to you", and "I dont want you to get
hurt" all mean "I love you". We are sometimes very
strange people. The only thing we want to say, and
the one thing that we should say, is the one thing
we dont say. And yet because the feeling is so
real, and the need to say it is so strong, we are
driven to use other words and signs to say what we
really mean. And many times the meaning never
gets communicated at all and the other person is
left feeling unloved and unwanted.

Therefore, I believe we have to listen for love in the
words that people are saying to us. Sometimes the
explicit words are necessary, but more often, the
manner of saying things is even more important. A
joyous insult carries more
affection and love within the sentiments, which are
expressed insincerely. An impulsive hug says "I
love you" even though the words might be saying
something very different.

Any expression of a person's concern for another
says "I love you". Sometimes the expression is
clumsy, sometimes even cruel. Sometimes we
must look and listen very intently for the love that it
contains.

We say "I love you" in many ways - with birthday
gifts, and little notes, with smiles and sometimes
with tears. Sometimes we show our love by just
keeping quiet and not saying a word, at other times
by speaking out, even harshly. We show our love
sometimes by impulsiveness.

Many times we have to show our love by forgiving
someone who has not listened to the love we have
tried to express. The problem is listening for love
is that we dont always understand the language of
love, which the other person is using. A girl may
use tears or emotions to say what she wants to
say, and her boyfriend may not understand her
because he expects her to be talking his language.

We have to force ourselves to really listen for love.

The problem with our world is that people rarely
listen to each other. They hear the words, but they
dont listen to the actions that accompany the words
or the expression on the face. Or people listen only
for rejection or misunderstanding. They
do not see the love that is there just beneath the
surface, even if the words are angry.

Simon and Garfunkel wrote that very haunting
song,
The Sound of Silence . It goes:

Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking;
people hearing without listening;
people writing songs
that voices never shared,
because no one dared disturb
the sound of silence...

It is a terrifying picture of our modern
world, a world without communication and without
love.

We have to listen for love in those around us. If we
listen intently we will discover that we are a lot
more loved than we realise.
Just listen!


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Sunday, April 09, 2006 . 2:35 PM

If Only

I watched that movie last night... maganda xa, but it made me cry at the end.. grabeh, seriously, that was actually the first movie that made me cry.. haaaii, i hate the ending of it, kaya nga ako naiyak, 'cause i can feel what jennifer love hewitt can feel at that part.. so sad. =( Just when the guy you soooo love told you how much he loves you and why he loves you so much, that's the time God will take him away from you, ang sakit nun dba? =(

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