Friday, March 31, 2006 . 11:57 PM

Attitude Problem.

There's one thing I'm sure of when he dies, I WILL NEVER CRY. do you guyz know how much I hate mah kuya? How much I loathe him? And how much I want to punch him??! To the HIGHEST level. Remember my kuya who said I'm only intelligent when it comes to academics but an idiot when it comes to actual life? He's the one I'm talkin' about right now. He really has an attitude problem, kaya lang, maxado xang tanga kaya hindi nia mapansin. Sa bagay, how can he notice it when he's the one who has it?! Gaaaaahh!!!!!

Why am I like this? What did he do? Ok, mah boo went here tonight coz he gave me somethin, he was just outside coz yah know, he can't enter our home coz mah father's here... So yea, I went outside to see him and talk to him for a while... But mah fucckiin brother went out after he saw me that I was outside talkin' to someone, he saw him and after that pumasok nako. I went upstairs, after a while he followed, sayin shitty things like, "cno nanaman kausap mo jan sa labas?" "ikaw talaga aikim pinapababa mo tingin namen sayo!" like duh?! what did i do para bumaba tingin nila saken? Ugh, he is so over-reacting. Worst part, papabugbog nia boyfriend coh, now tell me who shouldn't be irritated and pissed-off by what he wants to do?! I was like, "Cge! ituloi mo yang binabalak moh!! tingnan naten kapag nalaman ni mama yang gagawin mo kung cno papanigan nia!!" And what did he say? "E ano naman kung ikaw panigan ni mama?!" I shouted, "Cge!! Ituloi mo lang yang balak moh tingnan lang naten kung gagalangin pa kitah!!!" How did I know na papabugbog nia? I went outside again, I went to mah tita's place kase coz I have to get somethin from her, then I saw her talkin to 3 men, tropa nia atang gago-gago, Ayun, I somehow heard what they are talkin' about.. kaya ganun. PUNYETA xa you know?? Alam nio yun? I really wish he wasn't one of my brothers, coz I REALLY REALLY WANNA LET SOMEONE BEAT HIM UP.

But don't worry guyz, hindi naman natuloi kase umuwi na un boyfriend coh nun... =)

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Wednesday, March 29, 2006 . 8:02 PM

So-called legal.

My mom already knows i have a boyfriend. How? I told her, through letter. BTW, we're ok na, we talked last sunday, i told her everything she needs to know in the letter i wrote her, and all her questions were answered. I'm happy with the result, I think I'm legal now, in having a boyfriend, haha. Actually, I went to their[my boo's] house yesterday, and my mom knows it coz i asked permission from her. wahehe.. And, umaliz din ako kanina, i told my mom that i'm gonna be with mah boo and some of his friends, ayun, ok lang naman sa kania.. wahaha! yun nga lang, sabe coh sa erpatz coh, kasama coh un dating bestfriend coh.. tzk tzk... LIES. pero sabagay, minsan kelangan naten magsinungaling para mabuhay. dba? =P ayun, we went to sm manila and watched ICE AGE 2, cool movie, crash and eddie were cool, they're soo khuletz, and ellie, she's a mammoth but she doesn't know she's one of them. haha. =P

anyways, grabeh, those people whom i personally know who was able to read my previous entry had the same reaction on what happend between me and mah mom, "kawawa ka naman.." eche! haha, only jema had a diff. reaction, "sabihin moh sa nanai moh ayus-ayusin nia buhay nia!.." haha, loka ka talga.

Recognition Day

yesterday was our recognition day, nakakaaliw, at tha same time nakakaawa tingnan un mga seniors, especially the boyz, naging emotional ang mga loko, nag-iyakan cla. Haaaaiii... Si crystal din iyak ng iyak, nakakahawa nga weh, narealize coh, mamimiss coh rin mga 4th years grabeh, sa 22o lang, nung nakita kong ganun sila, parang ayoko na gumraduate ng HS, haha... pero ganun talaga, ang bawat simula ay may katapusan, at ang bawat katapusan ay may bagong simula. =)

haaaii, uuwi na boo coh ng bulacan bukas, oist! alam kong binabasa mo toh, wag ka ng magmaang-maangan pa, mamimizh kita... muuaahuugzz.... =)

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Saturday, March 25, 2006 . 2:39 PM

TIPSY

oh well, i was tipsy last night, suka sa cr, sa basurahan pati sa arinola.. haha, di coh mapigilan magsuka weh? what did we drink? vodka and red horse. where did we drink? sa tambayan namen. sarap men, i didn't realize i was already tipsy, until i got home. Naparami inom weh.. Pero after coh isuka lahat ng masusuka coh, ayun, umOK naman nako, i talked to my father, he was mad ofcourse, i was being soo stupid daw, he was just concern on what others will think of me, kala nia kaze kung kani-kaninong tambay lang ako nakipag-inuman, like duh?? they really think i would do such things? sa mga barkada coh naman ako nakipaginom. yun nga lang, di nila kilala... ayun, sabe nia di naman na raw xa galit. but my mom was sooooooooooo OA about what i did. she got home around 1 na cguro, di pa nia alam na lasing ako, tapus ayun, nagdadasal nako na sana wag malaman ng mom coh, though alam coh na it's impossible to happen. gulat nalang ako nung narinig coh bumagsak ng malakas yun pinto sa baba, then she screamed, "BAKIT LASING SI AIKIM?!?!?!?!" takot ako bigla, nagtulug-tulugan ako, pero ayun, hinatak ako sa baba... grabeh, lam nio, cnasaktan nako ng mom coh, sinabunutan ako, tinadyakan, halos buhusan pa ng bagong kulo na tubig... katakot noh? i cried nalang, i didn't say any words, bahala nalang sila isipin kung ano gusto nila isipin. i don't care whatever it is. bastah i know where i've been wrong, i know where i'm right and most of all i know what i'm doing, so what if i was drunk? as if naman hindi nako titino noh? sa totoo lang i was pissed off talaga sa nanai coh last night. maxado niang ginagawang big deal lahat weh?? buti pa tatay coh, sabe nia kase tama na raw, nangyare na, wala na mgagawa, etong nanay coh kasi, ewan coh ba dun. haaaii... oh, i almost forgot, lalayas na talaga dapat ako kagabi weh, nung itapon na ng mom coh saken yun mainit na tuibg, uhm, di naman tinapon directly as in malapit, malayo xa, cguro 3 or 4 steps away tapus dun nia tinapon un mainit na tubig, natamaan ako. dun na, umakyat ako tapus kumuha ng damit, bibihis nako, nagpants na nga ako weh,kaya lang nung magpapalit nako ng top, my kuya was soo epal, hinawakan ako sa arms ng mahigpit tapus blah blah blah.. pumalag ako, i was crying that time na, sabe coh, "anoo baaa!!! lahat nalang kayo sinasaktan ako...T_T" nasaktan lang talaga ako sa sinabe nia saken, honor student kasee ako, sabe nia, "matalino ka lang pagdating sa academics, pero pagdating sa actual na buhay, ang bobo moh!" ang epal dba?? kala mo kng cnong matalino! wahehe.. amfufu xa, leche talaga... inencourage pako ng nanay coh last night na maglayas, bigyan daw bako ng maleta!??? wahehe... meron pa, yun fone coh, motorola razr v3, binato ng nanay coh... wahehe.. ayun, cra cguro.. wala nga akong fone ngaun weh, tzk tzk.. haaii... kung naglayas kaya ako nasan kaya ako ngaun noh? hehe.. =P

//*EDIT*//

nababad3p nako sobrah sa ermatz coh, it's too much. bakit ganun xa? ayoko na talaga... tinanong nanaman nia ako, about sa issue last night, san daw ako galing, cno kasama coh, achuchu blah blah chuvaness ever, cge nga, sabhin nio saken, pano ako magkakaroon ng lakas ng loob na magsabe kung san at sino kasama coh kung alam kong magagalit lang xa kahit ano pang gawin coh?!?! cge nga?!? pano?! pano ako sasagot sa mga tanong nia kung kausapin nia ako e lagi xang galit?!?! pano coh xa kakausapin kng alam kong galit lang xa saken?!?! WALA AKONG LAKAS NG LOOB. tama na yun pananakit nia kagabi.. sobrah na... msakit na talaga...

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Sunday, March 19, 2006 . 11:13 PM

tinatamad nako magblog...lalang.. haai.. lately, i always have colds.. ugh. i soo hate it, paggising coh, lague ako walang panlasa, bad3p un dba?! 2 araw nakong kumakain ng tanghalian ng hindi maxado nalalasahan un pagkain coh. haaaaaiiii... asar talaga....

nakakabagot din pala pag bakasyon, walang allowance[ubos na savings coh...haaii..], walang pinoproblemang homework or project[walang sakit ng ulo], bihira gumising ng maaga[nagiging batugan na tuloii ako?haha..], lague kasi ako tanghali nagigising weh, at pag hapon na, mga around 5, ayun, mag-gagala na ang dakilang laging takas na c khimy.. wahehe...

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oh well, i was bored, so i answered that chuvaness ever, got that from jema.. mizhu gurl! =)


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Sunday, March 12, 2006 . 6:28 PM

our prom was fun, haaaiii, i'm not gonna forget that night.. masaya xa, though nahuhurt ako sa ibang bagay na nakikita coh... "lagi nalang umuulan, parang walang katapusan... tulad ng paghihirap coh ngaun, parang walang humpay.." i hope if ever man maging sila, she will take care of him and ofcourse, love him, more than the way i did...ito na ang simula ng pagtanggap coh sa masakit na katotohanan.. cgurado ako, getz na getz ni jema ibigsabihin coh jan. haha.. =P sa mga hindi nakagetz, it's about mah ex and the girl he likes..

i think that's the last time we, the juniors and the seniors are going to see each other.. yakapan ever.. may umiyak pa nga! unforgettable moment talaga js namen.. kahit konti lang kame.. hehe.. =P

after the prom, cnundo ako ng mom coh tapus gumimik kame, kasama 2 kong kuya, friend nia tska kinakapatid coh.. ayun, tamang jamming lang sa FJ's grill.. sayang, kasama dapat ako sa swimming ng boo coh eh, bday kasi ng kada nia, kaso ayun, di pumayag c erpatz, tsaka nag-away kame ng kapatid coh, he is so shiity kasi.. hmmmf..

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Thursday, March 09, 2006 . 1:40 PM

2 more nights, it's our prom na.. am i excited? well, yea, sorta kinda... i'll be singing at the prom, waw, sosyal noh? para ipresent ang juniors, the boyz aren't going to dance na kaze.. kaya etoh ako, magsosolo... i'll be singing remember me this way by jordan hill, infairness, mataas xa ha, pero ok lang.. kaya naman ng powers eh!! hehe... =)

i miss 3 blind sexii mice so muchie... alexie and irish!!! damn u biitcheezz, i miss you soooo muchie na... oh! xmpre pati ang ating pusah na c sarrah... malapit na 2007! we'll be meeting na! yhey!! luv you guyyzz!

na-realize coh, nakakalungkot pala gumraduate... nakakalungkot pala isipin na magkakahiwalay na kayo ng friendshipz moh, oh well, buti hindi pako ggraduate.. next year pa... wahuhu, mamimizh coh mga seniors.. ang JCKHRM, lalo na c jema at maju, panu yan? ala na kau? kanino kame hihingi ng toothpaste pag nawalan kame?! hehe.. =P cla michelle at janine.. aaliz narin c steve.. la na kame iaasar kay crystal.. haaii, at xmpre, ang boyfriend coh... tzk tzk.. baka makahanap ng iba sa college yun, wahehe... =P

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Saturday, March 04, 2006 . 8:14 PM

wow, grabeh, ang tagal coh ng hindi nakapagpost dito ah.. kaya nga wala ng dumadalaw dito.. wala na kasing updates weh... wahuhu, namamatay na ata bloggie coh.. anyhoo.. i have 2 kwentos 2 share...

first, ok na kame ng barkada coh... it was a great feeling... they were the ones who said sorry... xmpre, dapat lang! hehe.. grabeh, kala coh hindi na mabubuo ulet un barkada namen eh... sarap pala sa feeling pag wala kang kasamaan ng loob noh? kasi nung nagkatampuhan kame, nakipagayos ako dun sa isang ex-friend coh, tapus naging ok narin kame ni jenna, yun girl na type ni jepy? ayun...

2nd, we practiced our cotillion kanina, ayun, jepy and i were paired, while jema and aldrin were paired.. great, ang mga mag-ex, magkakapartner.. haha... ok na rin yun noh, sa 3rd year, c jepy naman talaga gusto coh maging partner.. tapus, ang gusto coh talaga maging pair ni aldrin e c jema talaga... masaya naman.. hehe... excited na ko.. =P

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