Tuesday, January 03, 2006 . 11:21 PM
mayabang daw ako..
malandi raw ako..
malaki raw ang ulo ko..
bastos daw ako...yan ang sabi saken ng 2 kong kuya.. yan daw ugali coh.. masakit saken.. i kept on crying last night... maga mata coh pagkagising coh.. i hate them.. i hate them.. i hate them.. kung feeling nila hindi ako nasasaktan pag sinasabi nila saken yun, pwes nagkakamali sila.. kung tingin nila nagddrama lang ako sa tuwing umiiyak ako pag inaaway nila ako, mali pa rin sila.. masakit sa loob coh ang mga salitang binitawan nila saken kagabi.. sa 22o lang, dinasal ko na sana bangungutin ako kagabi at hindi na magising.. like what ayeka said before... sometimes, i wanna go to sleep and never wake up..
galit saken mom coh, galit saken yun 2 kong kuya, they don't want me to be with my bestfriend anymore.. it feels like i'm alone... feels like i'm all alone.. i wanted to run away last night.. kung tulog lang silang lahat... baka naglayas na talaga ako. it's hard being me.. it's hard to have this kind of life.. i'm always wrong.. wala na raw akong pag-asang magbago.. kawawa naman ako.. mabait daw sila saken, pero inaabuso ko raw.. para raw akong prinsesa samen.. mawala lang kahit sa isang saglit lang.. hinahanap na agad.. pinoprotektahan at inaalagaan ako.. higit sa lahat.. ayaw nilang masaktan ako. alam coh naman lahat yun eh.. hindi nila alam.. ilang beses na nila ako sinaktan.. ilang beses na nila ako pinaiyak.. ilang beses na nilang sinaktan ang puso ko.. para naman daw saken lahat ng ginawa nila.. yea right. sa totoo lang, tatay ko lang ang never nanakit saken.. physically and emotionally.. higit sa lahat, he never made me cry.. oo naiinis ako sa kanya minsan, pero mahal na mahal ko xa...
kagabi lang, binato ako ng isa kong kuya ng twalya, sakto pa sa mukha ko.. sa una hinampas lang ako ng twalya, sa pangalawa binato na talaga saken.. wow, he was the first man who ever did that to me.. sana sinapak nalang nia ako kagabi.. para mas masarap sa feeling nia dba? sana sa pagtulog ko ngayong gabi.. hindi nako magising...
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UNICA HIJA
The name is Aikim but I like being called Khimy. Born during the 4th of December, 1990 which makes me a sagittarius and 16 young. Taken since the 4th of november, 2006. Lives in CaloocanCity, Philippines. Likes being noticed and appreciated.RagnaPlayer. Teentalker. Chatter. Loves chocolates, ice cream, brownies and black forest cake. Irresistible. Vain. Charming. Sweet. A good friend but a bad enemy. Text addict. Malditah. Makhuletz. Naughty. Pazawaii. Bratinella. Crybaby. Playful. Lovable. KHIMY'S IN LURVE AGAIN.<3
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"Life is indeed full of contradictions. Sometimes it's crazy to be sane; you need to fall to fly; perple suffer because you care; you have to unlearn to know the lesson; you have to give up because you are strong; you have to be wrong to make things right. Nonetheless, life's complexities are also life's source of beauty. We have to cry in order to laugh again; fall apart in order to be whole again, and get hurt to fall in love again.."
"When you love someone, never regret what you did.. Only regret what you never did.. It's not the matter of finding the right person for you, it's the matter of being the right person to the one you choose to love.."
"Once you eliminate the impossible, whatever remains, no matter how improbable, must be the truth.."
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