Saturday, December 31, 2005 . 9:54 AM

i'm back on playing ragnarok! i was influenced to come back on playin by my older brother.. 5x exp kasi ngaun.. that's their new year bonus for ragna players.. kung 4x nung Xmas, 5x this time... until january 4 lang.. so ayun, sinusulit coh na, kasi baka pag natapos un 5x bonus.. baka hinto rin ako.. not so sure.. depende kung walang pera dba?

nothing much happened yesterday, i didn't go out and make lakwacha.. uhmm.. actually i did go out last night, just to buy juice and bubblegum at the store. haha.. and that's it. boring sobrah.. thanks to computer and ragnarok. I have a new character on odin nga eh.. i made an acolyte last night.. yihee... not only that, few more job levels, my archer will be hunter na!! yea baby! konting tiyaga pa... malapit na.. anyways, to end this entry......

ADVANCE HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU!!!

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Why is it that no matter how strong your bond with someone and no matter how many problems together you guys went through, with one mistake you or he made, the relationship you have can be all forgotten and be gone? haay, i'm having a conclusion already on what will happen with mah relationship with one of mah older brother and mah bessie for this coming year2006...

as for my brother, i can see and i can feel that there's no chance for us to be close again... what actually happened between us? never mind. Pathetic reason. That's all i can say about what happened between us why we're not close anymore. Even my boyfriend said to me the last time we talk this, "tagal nio nang galit ah.. di na ba kau magkakaayos?" and all i can say was... "oo nga eh, naku, hindi na, punyeta xa.. sawa nako sa ugali nia." seriously, there's a problem in his attitude, he just can't realize it.. I must admit, i do miss hanging out with him and i do really miss making kulitan and laugh with him. But just like what i said, i can feel that there's no chance for us to be close and have the bond we had before again. and that's fo sho'.

As for my bessie, i can feel that there's a problem going on with us.. hindi naman ako manhid. But i can also feel that he doesn't have any plans to spill it out to me.. He's hiding it.. i know. It's hard fo me, coz i dunno tha reason why he's acting like that to me. He's being cold. I can't feel him anymore.. It's like, we're not bestfriends anymore.. I had a conclusion na.. it's because of his crush why he's acting like that. Take note, his crush is a guy okie? mah bessie is not straight kasi, he's bi. The worst part, his crush likes me.. and it's not good.. AS IN NOT! But i know that's not tha only reason. I just hate it. As in I SUPPERR HATE IT.

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