Thiz iZ maH sTory..

2007-02-14T18:37:00.000+08:00

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2006-12-26T12:11:00.000+08:00

I received some gifts from my online buds. 2 nga lang since noone remembers me na ata. haaay. hihi.. well anyways, thx to nika and mah tissaii kai for these:

2006-12-24T16:01:00.000+08:00

Weeeeee. Badshot ako sa tatay ko lolx. Why? 'Cause I came home late yesterday, I was supposed to be home by 1am, My mom allowed me to stay at libis with my boyfriend til 12am so that I can be home by 1am, but, I got home by 3am. hahaha. The reason that my dad got mad is because... I left our house 11 in the morning, then I got home by 3 in the morning. see? Bad khimy. Yea yea I know it's my fault but I have reason why I got home by 3. hmppff. It was because 2 of our friends got there by 12am, We were supposed to go home by 12am tlgah, But when me and mah boyfriend got out from blue onion, we saw them, our friends so yun! Btw, we're not legal with my dad, only to my mom.

So yea, we went to glorieta and you know, dated. Then we left there around 7:30pm and went straight to libis, ate our dinner there then went to blue onion that early, i think around 8:30 sumthin? Wala pang entrance hihi.. We drank there, I think I was able to drink 3 or 4 bottles there til 12. Then we transferred at the bedroom bar with our 2 friends, I drank 1 bottle of strong ice there. ayun. Well anyway, I'm so happy yesterday, 'cause I was able to be with him that long. Aiyiiiee i love that guy so much.

2006-11-07T19:42:00.000+08:00

I've been sooooooooooo lazy at school today, yea, really. Halos lahat ata ng subject ko today, tinulugan ko. Except for T.L.E. because we did somethin', and same happened to Filipino. Yun lang atang 2 subjects di ko tinulugan, isama mo na yung last subject namen. hihi..=P

I have news about the guy I was talkin' about on my last entry. My cousin and him, I think they're 'together'. Yea, we had a gimick last saturday at timog, actually I DITCHED that time, 'cause my father didn't allow me to go gimick, well what can he do? What khimy wants, khimy gets. hahaha. We waited for my dad to sleep and then we dressed up na, left our home past 12am. And besides, I was with my brother anyways, and cousin, he didn't catch as naman so yea, it was fun!=] Anyways, when we were at the front of Padis, saw them holding each other hands while talkin to us. Aside from that, He always go here, at our home, visiting my cousin, or kung hindi man. magkikita sila. Tulad kanina, at my tambayan, my cousin went there, i was shocked, then I asked her what is she doing there, she told me she'll me meeting him. And yea so they just talked for a while there, while holding each other hands.=P Oh well I'm happy for them, though sometimes I get jealous. hahaha.=P

2006-11-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

We had a drinking session again today. Yea, 2 long neck grandma. As usual, I threw up again. hahaha, what's new with that? I always throw up when we have a drinking session, as a matter of fact, it's really my requirement when i drink, THROW UP, to lessen the influence of alcohol to me. lols.But I'm alright now, yea. My 'amats' disappeared when we ate. hihi.

Hmm, I dunno what's with me right now, I can't understand what I feel. Yea, really. There's this guy who likes or should I say have fallen for me already. So yea, He kinda made some move, but, I rejected him, told him I don't want to have a commitment with him 'cause I'm afraid that I might hurt him and it will be better if we will just be friends. It was fine for him, so yea, we're all good. Still good friends. But there's somethin' that i think and I can feel that have changed. I know there's this new girl he likes - he told me that, good for him. And I think that girl is my cousin. I think I'm ~~jealous~~, but I'm not so sure, with his new textmate that he said I know, and with my cousin. But oh well, it's all good for me, good luck for him.

2006-11-01T01:16:00.000+08:00

Wooot! Khimy's bloggin'! yep, that's right!=D what's been up with me? Well I'm bankrupt. Because of making lakwacha this vacation.. Got only 80 bucks on my wallet. How can I go gala with that money?! The hell. Classes, classes, can't wait for your comeback!=P

I haven't done all of our assignments/projects yet. Our thesis, well it's almost done, it's just that fucken bibliography that's not yet done. Demet, We're not planning to do it anymore. Why? Because we don't know how to make a fucken bibliography! And guess what, Our term paper is so kontteee... It's less than 15 pages men! hahaha... What can we do? hmmpf, it's not that easy to make one noh. And we're only 3 on our group. We didn't ask the other one to help. Yea, 'cause we know he can't help. We just asked him to pay us. Well, Actually I did all the work. Haaai buhay. Who the hell invented that fucken thesis. deym!

We had a drinking session last night, at malate, after eating and watching movie at sm mla. I was with my brother, cousin and a friend. We drank colt ice and I got drunk. hahaha. I threw up twice.. As far as I remember, I only drank 3 bottles. Gaah I'm really weak, kulang sa ensayo. haha. Is it me or it's the beer that's really strong? hmm. Oh well, then it was past 12 when we went home. And I went straight to bed. It feels good to sleep when your drunk. wooot!

My blog is fuckin dead. I don't think people still visit my site. Oh well, i'll still blog. no one can stop me. hahahah!

2006-10-06T21:59:00.000+08:00

I met a girl who's pretty and sexy, ohmygah.. she's so lambing pa, feels like i'm going to be a bi-sexual na talaga.. I've already seen her around there - in our tambayan, but it's just yesterday that we were formally introduced to each other so yea.. she's really nice and pretty, and i like her, if given a chance i would be her girlfriend, or vice-versa =P, that's all i can say. aiyiee.. *blushes*

2006-09-28T09:39:00.000+08:00

Wooooott! Guess who's back? yea, it's khimy from the block, lols! =P Watcha think guyz? I'm thinkin' of getting back into bloggin'.. Lalang.. I'm kinda missin' it nah kase.. that's why.. is that cool or is that cool? hihi.. muztah nah kau? mukhang patay nah blog ko weh, wala na atang dumadalaw.. hihi....

2006-05-15T08:14:00.000+08:00

NO CAR

entry made on 05/13/06 :

My dad sold our car na... I didn't know, it's like i'm so stupid, pano naman noh, i went out kanina, i didn't notice that our car's not in it's parking space, take note: i went out twice after my dad got home. Di ko napansin it's not there na.. then our maid woke up, sumilip xa sa labas, tapus ayun, sabe nia, "wala na yun kotse, nabenta na." I was like, "anoo?!" tapus ayun, silip din ako sa labas then kita ko wala na nga.

Nalulungkot tuloi ako, di para sa sarili ko or para samen ng mga kapatid ko because wala ng hahatid-sundo samen sa school but for my dad. Kase, araw-araw xa umaalis, then everyday, he uses our car. But now? Panu yan, he will just commute. EEHHH!! badtrip, mahihirapan lang xa, xmpre noh, hindi lang naman isang lugar pinupuntahan nia pag umaalis.. haaaii..

entry made today :

SENTI MODE : You know guys, i love my dad to death, well who doesn't? I know I don't show him how much I love him but really, i can't imagine my life without him..And most of all, ayoko xa nahihirapan.. Just imagine, 5 pa kame sinusuportahan nia, gumagapang xa para mapag-aral, mapakain at buhayin kame. I heard him talkin' to someone on his cp last night, saying kulang daw tuition para samen and all that.. haaaii, nakakainiz.. nahihiya na nga ako minsan humingi sa kania ng pera, like for example pambili ng ganito or ganian or pangload at kung ano pang chuvaness..haaai nako, haaaiii nako talaga!!!! bakit ba kasi dumarating yun pagsubok sa buhay na kelangan mahirapan ang mga magulang moh para buhayin kayong mga anak nia?!!

Parang may mali, it was mother's day yesterday tapus ang drama coh about my dad.. oh well, belated happy mother's day to your moms! hehe.. =]

2006-04-28T15:08:00.000+08:00

kung ikaw ang nasa sitwasyon na ito..
kanino ka mas higit na hahanga?
sa taong iniwan ang lahat para sa minamahal nia..
o
sa asong lumilipad?

Responses to the question:

Kuya Banjo : hahaha
me : dali nga, anu nga? kanino ka mas hahanga?
Kuya Banjo : niloloko mo ata ako eh!
me : di noh, bat naman kta lolokohin?sagutin mu na!
Kuya Banjo : O sige, dun sa asong lumilipad!

JayR : xmpre dun sa aso! nakalipad xa eh!

Irish : sa asong lumilipad!=)

Cirene : sa asong lumilipad! haha!

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cge nga, kayo nga sagutin nio rin yun tanong..

2006-04-23T15:37:00.000+08:00

NEW LAYOUT

Thanks to nika for giving me this wonderful layout. Fink na fink noh? girl na girl! nyahaha.. anyhoo, Aylabyu na my dear nika..

I'm single na pala, since april 19,2006. Aldrin texted me after he read my blog, he said, "boo, nabasa coh na yun blog moh, magOL ka para maayos na naten toh, hindi para magstay pa tong relationship naten kundi para tapusin na.." I wasn't able to OL nor reply to his text that night, first, i was too shy to talk to him, second, i didn't have a load that night. The next day, he was OL when i OLed, that's when i talked to him, we didn't actually talk, i just sent him a message, saying thank you for understanding and everything blah blah blah.. he said, "ok lang yun, kung masaya ka naman, cge na, bye na!" I know he was hurt by what i did, and I'm really sorry for that, and I know there's someone out there who's much more deserving for his love than me.

I wanna say thank you for those who commented on my previous post, it helped me a lot, love you guys! *hugs and kisses*

//*EDIT*//

Ok, I wasn't supposed to edit this entry, But I have something to say, Aldrin called just a while ago, gaaaaah, the moment i answered the phone, he said, "boo, sorry na boo." anoo ba, you don't need to say sorry to me! It's my fault why we broke up in the first place, why are you saying sorry?! Let's move on. Once is enough, twice is too much. But in our case, it's not only once nor twice that you got hurt because of me, ain't you getting tired of it!? Please... Tama na.. Ayoko na.. Just hate me for all the shit that I've done to you..

2006-04-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

Single Life

I wanna be single again, Feels like I'm fallin' out of love again, I dunno, I guess I'm not inlove at all. I wanna find someone who can make me fall in love again, someone who's deserving for my love ofcourse, i know my boyfriend is deserving but really, i know i don't love him enough to make me cry when we break up, when we fight, when he's mad at me or whatsoever. Yea, he makes me feel this thing you call *klig*, but sometimes, the magic, it's not there.. You can't push yourself to love someone if you know you really can't love him. And besides, hindi pinag-aaralan ang pagmamahal, kusa mo itong mararamdaman. Well, I guess I just love him as a friend, or as a close friend. *Sighs* Til now, I'm still not sure about what i feel for him, is it loneliness? is it pity? is it just a friendship? is it just an infatuation? but there's one thing i'm sure of, it's not love.

I haven't texted him nor called him for a while.I guess I just don't feel like communicating with him.. He just texted me a while ago, saying he misses me and all that. I just erased it, I got a little bit hurt for him.. For the reason he loves me so much while me, I don't. Really, I wanna be single again, I wanna realize a few things for myself, I wanna wait for that someone who will make me fall in love again. Masaya naman maging single eh, dba?

Boo, kung mabasa moh man toh, now you have a clue bakit di ako nagpaparamdam.. naguguluhan nanaman ako, lamo ba yun? We just have to accept it I guess... Paulit-ulit nalang nangyayare toh, paulit-ulit nalang ikaw nasasaktan dahil saken.. Hindi ka ba nagsasawa? Sa totoo lang, matagal na kitang minahal kung pede lang idikta sa puso kung sino ang mamahalin nia, kaso hindi eh.. Sadyang may mga taong hindi para sa isa't-isa, at tayo, ganun tayo..

Ate Kath gave me a gift.. this oh!

and irish suplada gave me a gift too!!! button xa, cute nga weh! tingnan nio nalang sa gilid para makita nio...

2006-04-13T18:37:00.000+08:00

Globe Unlimited - Sucker

I'm really pissed off with it! I've been trying to register to globe unlimitext for 5 days already and til now, it's still FAILED. Badtrip talaga.

I've already watch MOMENTS OF LOVE. It's a good movie. Ang pag-ibig, walang nakikitang panahon, walang nakikitang wakas... I really lurve that line, so touchy.

Haaai, since I have nothing to blog about, I just wanna share somethin I read at teentalk. It's about love.

LOVE

There are times when we are timid and shy about
expressing the love we feel. For fear of
embarrassing the other person, or ourselves, we
hesitate to say the actual words "I love you". So we
try to communicate the idea in other words. We say
"take care" or dont drive too fast" and "be good".

But really, these are just other ways of saying "I
love you"."You are important to me" and "I care
what happens to you", and "I dont want you to get
hurt" all mean "I love you". We are sometimes very
strange people. The only thing we want to say, and
the one thing that we should say, is the one thing
we dont say. And yet because the feeling is so
real, and the need to say it is so strong, we are
driven to use other words and signs to say what we
really mean. And many times the meaning never
gets communicated at all and the other person is
left feeling unloved and unwanted.

Therefore, I believe we have to listen for love in the
words that people are saying to us. Sometimes the
explicit words are necessary, but more often, the
manner of saying things is even more important. A
joyous insult carries more
affection and love within the sentiments, which are
expressed insincerely. An impulsive hug says "I
love you" even though the words might be saying
something very different.

Any expression of a person's concern for another
says "I love you". Sometimes the expression is
clumsy, sometimes even cruel. Sometimes we
must look and listen very intently for the love that it
contains.

We say "I love you" in many ways - with birthday
gifts, and little notes, with smiles and sometimes
with tears. Sometimes we show our love by just
keeping quiet and not saying a word, at other times
by speaking out, even harshly. We show our love
sometimes by impulsiveness.

Many times we have to show our love by forgiving
someone who has not listened to the love we have
tried to express. The problem is listening for love
is that we dont always understand the language of
love, which the other person is using. A girl may
use tears or emotions to say what she wants to
say, and her boyfriend may not understand her
because he expects her to be talking his language.

We have to force ourselves to really listen for love.

The problem with our world is that people rarely
listen to each other. They hear the words, but they
dont listen to the actions that accompany the words
or the expression on the face. Or people listen only
for rejection or misunderstanding. They
do not see the love that is there just beneath the
surface, even if the words are angry.

Simon and Garfunkel wrote that very haunting
song,
The Sound of Silence . It goes:

Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking;
people hearing without listening;
people writing songs
that voices never shared,
because no one dared disturb
the sound of silence...

It is a terrifying picture of our modern
world, a world without communication and without
love.

We have to listen for love in those around us. If we
listen intently we will discover that we are a lot
more loved than we realise.
Just listen!

2006-04-09T14:35:00.000+08:00

If Only

I watched that movie last night... maganda xa, but it made me cry at the end.. grabeh, seriously, that was actually the first movie that made me cry.. haaaii, i hate the ending of it, kaya nga ako naiyak, 'cause i can feel what jennifer love hewitt can feel at that part.. so sad. =( Just when the guy you soooo love told you how much he loves you and why he loves you so much, that's the time God will take him away from you, ang sakit nun dba? =(

2006-03-31T23:57:00.000+08:00

Attitude Problem.

There's one thing I'm sure of when he dies, I WILL NEVER CRY. do you guyz know how much I hate mah kuya? How much I loathe him? And how much I want to punch him??! To the HIGHEST level. Remember my kuya who said I'm only intelligent when it comes to academics but an idiot when it comes to actual life? He's the one I'm talkin' about right now. He really has an attitude problem, kaya lang, maxado xang tanga kaya hindi nia mapansin. Sa bagay, how can he notice it when he's the one who has it?! Gaaaaahh!!!!!

Why am I like this? What did he do? Ok, mah boo went here tonight coz he gave me somethin, he was just outside coz yah know, he can't enter our home coz mah father's here... So yea, I went outside to see him and talk to him for a while... But mah fucckiin brother went out after he saw me that I was outside talkin' to someone, he saw him and after that pumasok nako. I went upstairs, after a while he followed, sayin shitty things like, "cno nanaman kausap mo jan sa labas?" "ikaw talaga aikim pinapababa mo tingin namen sayo!" like duh?! what did i do para bumaba tingin nila saken? Ugh, he is so over-reacting. Worst part, papabugbog nia boyfriend coh, now tell me who shouldn't be irritated and pissed-off by what he wants to do?! I was like, "Cge! ituloi mo yang binabalak moh!! tingnan naten kapag nalaman ni mama yang gagawin mo kung cno papanigan nia!!" And what did he say? "E ano naman kung ikaw panigan ni mama?!" I shouted, "Cge!! Ituloi mo lang yang balak moh tingnan lang naten kung gagalangin pa kitah!!!" How did I know na papabugbog nia? I went outside again, I went to mah tita's place kase coz I have to get somethin from her, then I saw her talkin to 3 men, tropa nia atang gago-gago, Ayun, I somehow heard what they are talkin' about.. kaya ganun. PUNYETA xa you know?? Alam nio yun? I really wish he wasn't one of my brothers, coz I REALLY REALLY WANNA LET SOMEONE BEAT HIM UP.

But don't worry guyz, hindi naman natuloi kase umuwi na un boyfriend coh nun... =)

2006-03-29T20:02:00.000+08:00

So-called legal.

My mom already knows i have a boyfriend. How? I told her, through letter. BTW, we're ok na, we talked last sunday, i told her everything she needs to know in the letter i wrote her, and all her questions were answered. I'm happy with the result, I think I'm legal now, in having a boyfriend, haha. Actually, I went to their[my boo's] house yesterday, and my mom knows it coz i asked permission from her. wahehe.. And, umaliz din ako kanina, i told my mom that i'm gonna be with mah boo and some of his friends, ayun, ok lang naman sa kania.. wahaha! yun nga lang, sabe coh sa erpatz coh, kasama coh un dating bestfriend coh.. tzk tzk... LIES. pero sabagay, minsan kelangan naten magsinungaling para mabuhay. dba? =P ayun, we went to sm manila and watched ICE AGE 2, cool movie, crash and eddie were cool, they're soo khuletz, and ellie, she's a mammoth but she doesn't know she's one of them. haha. =P

anyways, grabeh, those people whom i personally know who was able to read my previous entry had the same reaction on what happend between me and mah mom, "kawawa ka naman.." eche! haha, only jema had a diff. reaction, "sabihin moh sa nanai moh ayus-ayusin nia buhay nia!.." haha, loka ka talga.

Recognition Day

yesterday was our recognition day, nakakaaliw, at tha same time nakakaawa tingnan un mga seniors, especially the boyz, naging emotional ang mga loko, nag-iyakan cla. Haaaaiii... Si crystal din iyak ng iyak, nakakahawa nga weh, narealize coh, mamimiss coh rin mga 4th years grabeh, sa 22o lang, nung nakita kong ganun sila, parang ayoko na gumraduate ng HS, haha... pero ganun talaga, ang bawat simula ay may katapusan, at ang bawat katapusan ay may bagong simula. =)

haaaii, uuwi na boo coh ng bulacan bukas, oist! alam kong binabasa mo toh, wag ka ng magmaang-maangan pa, mamimizh kita... muuaahuugzz.... =)

2006-03-25T14:39:00.000+08:00

TIPSY

oh well, i was tipsy last night, suka sa cr, sa basurahan pati sa arinola.. haha, di coh mapigilan magsuka weh? what did we drink? vodka and red horse. where did we drink? sa tambayan namen. sarap men, i didn't realize i was already tipsy, until i got home. Naparami inom weh.. Pero after coh isuka lahat ng masusuka coh, ayun, umOK naman nako, i talked to my father, he was mad ofcourse, i was being soo stupid daw, he was just concern on what others will think of me, kala nia kaze kung kani-kaninong tambay lang ako nakipag-inuman, like duh?? they really think i would do such things? sa mga barkada coh naman ako nakipaginom. yun nga lang, di nila kilala... ayun, sabe nia di naman na raw xa galit. but my mom was sooooooooooo OA about what i did. she got home around 1 na cguro, di pa nia alam na lasing ako, tapus ayun, nagdadasal nako na sana wag malaman ng mom coh, though alam coh na it's impossible to happen. gulat nalang ako nung narinig coh bumagsak ng malakas yun pinto sa baba, then she screamed, "BAKIT LASING SI AIKIM?!?!?!?!" takot ako bigla, nagtulug-tulugan ako, pero ayun, hinatak ako sa baba... grabeh, lam nio, cnasaktan nako ng mom coh, sinabunutan ako, tinadyakan, halos buhusan pa ng bagong kulo na tubig... katakot noh? i cried nalang, i didn't say any words, bahala nalang sila isipin kung ano gusto nila isipin. i don't care whatever it is. bastah i know where i've been wrong, i know where i'm right and most of all i know what i'm doing, so what if i was drunk? as if naman hindi nako titino noh? sa totoo lang i was pissed off talaga sa nanai coh last night. maxado niang ginagawang big deal lahat weh?? buti pa tatay coh, sabe nia kase tama na raw, nangyare na, wala na mgagawa, etong nanay coh kasi, ewan coh ba dun. haaaii... oh, i almost forgot, lalayas na talaga dapat ako kagabi weh, nung itapon na ng mom coh saken yun mainit na tuibg, uhm, di naman tinapon directly as in malapit, malayo xa, cguro 3 or 4 steps away tapus dun nia tinapon un mainit na tubig, natamaan ako. dun na, umakyat ako tapus kumuha ng damit, bibihis nako, nagpants na nga ako weh,kaya lang nung magpapalit nako ng top, my kuya was soo epal, hinawakan ako sa arms ng mahigpit tapus blah blah blah.. pumalag ako, i was crying that time na, sabe coh, "anoo baaa!!! lahat nalang kayo sinasaktan ako...T_T" nasaktan lang talaga ako sa sinabe nia saken, honor student kasee ako, sabe nia, "matalino ka lang pagdating sa academics, pero pagdating sa actual na buhay, ang bobo moh!" ang epal dba?? kala mo kng cnong matalino! wahehe.. amfufu xa, leche talaga... inencourage pako ng nanay coh last night na maglayas, bigyan daw bako ng maleta!??? wahehe... meron pa, yun fone coh, motorola razr v3, binato ng nanay coh... wahehe.. ayun, cra cguro.. wala nga akong fone ngaun weh, tzk tzk.. haaii... kung naglayas kaya ako nasan kaya ako ngaun noh? hehe.. =P

//*EDIT*//

nababad3p nako sobrah sa ermatz coh, it's too much. bakit ganun xa? ayoko na talaga... tinanong nanaman nia ako, about sa issue last night, san daw ako galing, cno kasama coh, achuchu blah blah chuvaness ever, cge nga, sabhin nio saken, pano ako magkakaroon ng lakas ng loob na magsabe kung san at sino kasama coh kung alam kong magagalit lang xa kahit ano pang gawin coh?!?! cge nga?!? pano?! pano ako sasagot sa mga tanong nia kung kausapin nia ako e lagi xang galit?!?! pano coh xa kakausapin kng alam kong galit lang xa saken?!?! WALA AKONG LAKAS NG LOOB. tama na yun pananakit nia kagabi.. sobrah na... msakit na talaga...

2006-03-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

tinatamad nako magblog...lalang.. haai.. lately, i always have colds.. ugh. i soo hate it, paggising coh, lague ako walang panlasa, bad3p un dba?! 2 araw nakong kumakain ng tanghalian ng hindi maxado nalalasahan un pagkain coh. haaaaaiiii... asar talaga....

nakakabagot din pala pag bakasyon, walang allowance[ubos na savings coh...haaii..], walang pinoproblemang homework or project[walang sakit ng ulo], bihira gumising ng maaga[nagiging batugan na tuloii ako?haha..], lague kasi ako tanghali nagigising weh, at pag hapon na, mga around 5, ayun, mag-gagala na ang dakilang laging takas na c khimy.. wahehe...

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oh well, i was bored, so i answered that chuvaness ever, got that from jema.. mizhu gurl! =)

2006-03-12T18:28:00.000+08:00

our prom was fun, haaaiii, i'm not gonna forget that night.. masaya xa, though nahuhurt ako sa ibang bagay na nakikita coh... "lagi nalang umuulan, parang walang katapusan... tulad ng paghihirap coh ngaun, parang walang humpay.." i hope if ever man maging sila, she will take care of him and ofcourse, love him, more than the way i did...ito na ang simula ng pagtanggap coh sa masakit na katotohanan.. cgurado ako, getz na getz ni jema ibigsabihin coh jan. haha.. =P sa mga hindi nakagetz, it's about mah ex and the girl he likes..

i think that's the last time we, the juniors and the seniors are going to see each other.. yakapan ever.. may umiyak pa nga! unforgettable moment talaga js namen.. kahit konti lang kame.. hehe.. =P

after the prom, cnundo ako ng mom coh tapus gumimik kame, kasama 2 kong kuya, friend nia tska kinakapatid coh.. ayun, tamang jamming lang sa FJ's grill.. sayang, kasama dapat ako sa swimming ng boo coh eh, bday kasi ng kada nia, kaso ayun, di pumayag c erpatz, tsaka nag-away kame ng kapatid coh, he is so shiity kasi.. hmmmf..

2006-03-09T13:40:00.000+08:00

2 more nights, it's our prom na.. am i excited? well, yea, sorta kinda... i'll be singing at the prom, waw, sosyal noh? para ipresent ang juniors, the boyz aren't going to dance na kaze.. kaya etoh ako, magsosolo... i'll be singing remember me this way by jordan hill, infairness, mataas xa ha, pero ok lang.. kaya naman ng powers eh!! hehe... =)

i miss 3 blind sexii mice so muchie... alexie and irish!!! damn u biitcheezz, i miss you soooo muchie na... oh! xmpre pati ang ating pusah na c sarrah... malapit na 2007! we'll be meeting na! yhey!! luv you guyyzz!

na-realize coh, nakakalungkot pala gumraduate... nakakalungkot pala isipin na magkakahiwalay na kayo ng friendshipz moh, oh well, buti hindi pako ggraduate.. next year pa... wahuhu, mamimizh coh mga seniors.. ang JCKHRM, lalo na c jema at maju, panu yan? ala na kau? kanino kame hihingi ng toothpaste pag nawalan kame?! hehe.. =P cla michelle at janine.. aaliz narin c steve.. la na kame iaasar kay crystal.. haaii, at xmpre, ang boyfriend coh... tzk tzk.. baka makahanap ng iba sa college yun, wahehe... =P

2006-03-04T20:14:00.000+08:00

wow, grabeh, ang tagal coh ng hindi nakapagpost dito ah.. kaya nga wala ng dumadalaw dito.. wala na kasing updates weh... wahuhu, namamatay na ata bloggie coh.. anyhoo.. i have 2 kwentos 2 share...

first, ok na kame ng barkada coh... it was a great feeling... they were the ones who said sorry... xmpre, dapat lang! hehe.. grabeh, kala coh hindi na mabubuo ulet un barkada namen eh... sarap pala sa feeling pag wala kang kasamaan ng loob noh? kasi nung nagkatampuhan kame, nakipagayos ako dun sa isang ex-friend coh, tapus naging ok narin kame ni jenna, yun girl na type ni jepy? ayun...

2nd, we practiced our cotillion kanina, ayun, jepy and i were paired, while jema and aldrin were paired.. great, ang mga mag-ex, magkakapartner.. haha... ok na rin yun noh, sa 3rd year, c jepy naman talaga gusto coh maging partner.. tapus, ang gusto coh talaga maging pair ni aldrin e c jema talaga... masaya naman.. hehe... excited na ko.. =P

2006-02-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

anyone who knows hyun bin?? he's the leading man of kim sam soon, yung koreanovela sa gma... taenang yan, he is sooo fafable... amfufu, i soo crush him!! weeeee.. landee!!gwapo nia kaya, pagpapalit coh yun boo coh dun pag niligawan nia ako.. haha, asa pa e noh?! ahihi... =P

2006-02-21T17:38:00.000+08:00

it's hard to lose a friend

i think i'm losing them, or should i say, i lost them already... since yesterday, JACE were not together, oh, lemme rephrase that, JCE were together except for A, i was the A, JACE is my barkada... haaaii... it hurts... sobrah, i lurve them, pero tanginang yan, backstabbers... shiiitt.

2006-02-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

haaai,napapadalas tambay coh sa bestfriends, wala, just playin billiards and all that shiit. kani-kanina,i was there, we had drinking session again. ayun, we drank colt 45 this time, haaai.. red horse is muucchh better than colt talaga, compared sa colt, mas masarap talaga ang red horse.. etoh c khimy,mejo me amatz nanaman... weeeee.... =P

mah boo is kinda bad3p to me right now, well, i guess so. E kase, sabi coh sa kania kanina nung nasa bf pa me, punta xa don, and ayun... pumunta nga xa, he was with vince, they played billiards... e may banda kase ngaun don, they were asking the peepz out there kung anong merong celebration ngaun don,merong guy na tumayo... bading kasi un host eh, they were asking him kung may gf na ba un guy, sabi nung guy wala... tapus sabi nung bading, "e baka naman nandito na un hinahanap mo, nandito nga ba?" the guy said nandun nga raw, sa bf... then the gay asked, ano ba type nia? the guy said, "singkit! tsaka mahaba un buhok!" un mga kasama coh, nagccgawan na, kase they already know na ako un tinutukoy, ok.. before that, mejo nagkasayawan na ng konti, so yea, all of them already noticed me... e nung cnabi nung guy na nakaputi... tumayo ako, nakikiride lang sa trip u knoe? i said, "ako ba yon ha?!" lolx, tapus tinawag ako nung bading sa stage, tumayo naman ako don... ok lang, may hitsura naman yun guy, mah boo was there ha, tumitingin na un kasama ng boo coh dun sa stage... tapus maya-maya.... nagcgawan un mga tao, sabi nila.."kiss!!! kiss!!!" i was like,"waagg!!!" hehe... nako, di naman ako ganun noh, nandun boyfriend coh kaya... haha... tapus ayun... mejo nabadtrip yun boo coh sa nangyareng yun, kase after non, lumapit ako sa kania kase baka magalit, eh un guy prang sumunod, lalapit ata saken kaso nakita na nakadikit nga ako sa boyfriend coh non, so ayuun, sorry nalang sa kania, i'm taken na eh!!!! =P

what chiki said made me laugh, sabi ba naman saken, ang benta coh raw!?nyahaha..=P well, on the good side, it feels good to know a lot of men fantasiez you.. ahihi... landeee!!! lolxx..

2006-02-12T11:52:00.000+08:00

ayy nako, nawawala yun isang post coh dito... san na kaya napunta yon? yun entry coh nun sportsfest namen? amfufu naman.. pero ok lang...

anyhoo, ok na kame ng boyfriend coh... we talked yesterday, akala coh nga kahapon na kame matatapos eh, kaso wala eh, ewan coh ba kung bakit hindi ako nakipagbreak? ganito, i went to school because apphaul was there, and then we watched the varsity's training, after that, we went home na.. bad3p pa nga ako eh, kasabay kasi namen c boo maglakad sa ue, pero ni hindi man lang ako kinausap?! wala.. asar lang, tapus ayun, pagkauwi coh, i texted him, sabi coh, ano naba nangyayare saten?! pero bago pa man xa magreply, nagtext ulet ako, sabi coh, alam mo ba, 2 tel u d truth, im very much disapointed to you, i was expecting you to make a move para magkaayos tau, pero ano? wala kang ginawa. I think it's better if we break up nalang, tutal wala rin naman nangyayare saten! ni hindi mo napatunayan na ganun mo ako kamahal. wala na, cra na tayo. haba ng text coh na yan noh?! ahihi.. tapus ayun nagtext xa, sabi nia mag-usap daw kame in person. tapus ayun, sabi coh ppnta coh sa kanila. At dun kame nag-usap.. di nga ako makatingin sa kania eh, nanginginig nga ako nun, kinakabahan, nakayuko lang ako nun nag-usap kame, nasa harap coh kasi xa, para nga akong cnesermonan eh?! hehe, tapus maya-maya tumabi xa, he hugged me, and he asked me if i still want to continue our relationship.. d nga ako nakasagot agad eh! wahehe, pero i said yes, then i hugged him back.. umiyak xa!!! waaaa... ako nga rin naiyak eh.. ahihi, drama ever! natawa na nga lang ako pagkatapus namen mag-usap eh.. ahihi...

infairness, happy rin ako, la na problema.. napangiti na nga lang ako pagkatapus namen mag-usap.. saya-saya! ^_^ anyhoo, ayos na gitara ng kuya coh! yey! kakagitara coh nga lang eh, sakit na ng mga daliri coh.. pero kei lang yun! etoh, type pa rin.. haha.. =P

i received 3 gifts already for valentines...

from nika..

from irish..

from kumix..

thanks guyz! cnxa di ako makakagawa ng gifts para sa inyo ha! kasee.. wala, di ako marunong, wahehe... =P

2006-02-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

pota, lasing ako, marami akong ikkwento bukas.. gusto coh na ma2log eh... bstah marami tlga ako ikkwento bukas.

2006-01-31T20:35:00.000+08:00

kissing goodbye to my past...

for the nth time, i'm saying goodbye again to my past... and AGAIN, i'm keeping this stuff toy in the cabinet... ok ok, that stuff toy was given to me by my ex.. memories.. memories.. it's been a year since we broke up, it's been a year since me and mah boyfriend became together.. but until now, he's still the one... fuck, as in fuck talaga. I pretended to be strong, I also pretended that I'm over him na.. As a matter of fact, I was about to believe that I'm over him na talaga.. Pero bat ganun? nung saturday, while we were talking about stuffs, bumalik ulet? I wanted to hug and kiss him that time, pero hindi pwede.. bat ba kasi ganun?! hindi coh malaman kung ganun ba coh katanga not to forget him? Haaii, I guess he's just tattooed on my mind.. I'm cursing him for being so sweet and so kind that I can't get him out of my dreams...

I almost break up with mah bf, just because of this thing.. Pero tanginang yan, I can't do it... His bestbud told me, he will go insane if i break up with him.. I asked for some advices from some fellow teentalkers, they said it's right if i break up with him nalang.. Pero tangina kasi, he told me, prang sirang-sira na buhay nia pag nawala ako at sobrang mahal daw nia coh, nawala tuloii lakas ng loob coh makipagbreakk... >.< ang akin lang naman, Ngaun coh lang narealize how much i've been unfair to him, how much i hurted him especially when it comes to things about mah ex.. And what I wanna happen is, maging single muna... Hanggang sa alam kong may feelings pako sa ex coh, hindi muna ako magbboyfriend... Dahil magiging unfair lang ako sa magiging boyfriend coh, like what's happening right now. Pero wala, I already told my boyfriend that I'm not breaking up with him na.. Am I sure about my decision?! Actually, no. Gulong-gulo parin isip coh.. putanginang pagmamahal yan.

2006-01-29T12:36:00.000+08:00

an afternoon with my past..

well, i went to my ex's place yesterday.. Not to visit him but to accompany my brother to go to their house, coz my ex's sister is my brother's classmate.. he needed to go there coz they have a practice for their cheering this coming sportsfest of our school, and he doesn't know how to go there that's why i accompanied him.. I didn't go there to visit my ex, but it turned out to be like that.. When we got there, i greeted his sister, we're close naman eh.. after few minutes, i asked her where is her brother tapus ayun, i went to his room with my brother and his sister..

He and his brother were playing pc that time when his sister and my brother left his room, so we're 3 in his room.. While he's playing, he's making kwento-kwento and asks some stuffs.. After a while din, he let his brother play the pc, i kept on telling him kase na, "Palaruin mo naman yang kapatd mo oh, kanina pa nanonood sayo.." tapus ayun. Me and him are sitting on his bed while we watch his brother play the pc, tamang kwentuhan lang din kame.. ayun, hindi pa rin xa nagbabago, madaldal pa rin.. dameng kwento! Cguro mga after 30 min. din, he told his brother to stop playing na.. tapus nagsounds lang kame, he opened the windows media player, and i discoverd something, something that made me smile.. When he opened the wmp, there were only 20 songs, i was like, "wala na bang ibang kanta?" tapus sabi nia, "etoh gusto moh?" tapus niclick nia yun isang unknown album dun, guess what guyz, that was the cd i gave him last march, march2005.. that was the time when i said to myself na kakalimutan coh na talaga xa at di na aasa.. he ripped it to his pc.. it means, pinapakinggan din nia yun kahit minsan right? but i saw a thing which made me hurt too.. Lumbas kasi xa ng kwarto nia isang beses, kinalikot coh cp nia, tapus nakita coh, nakafolder yun mga messages nung girl na gusto nia.. masakit pa rin pala kahit konti, pero ok lang, mtagal coh na naman tanggap yun.. walang kaso..

It's hard for me to accept, that i still long for his touch.. And it's also hard to accept, that the wound he made to my heart will never heal.. It may heal and become a scar, but i'm sure the scar will never be gone. Seeing him happy with other girl will surely hurt me, but also will make me happy for seeing him happy...

around 6 na kame umuwi, kasi yun un time na natapus cla.. after that i texted my boo, i asked him if i can go to his place, ayun, pumayag naman.. actually kasalanan coh yan sa kania, he doesn't know about this thing, ang alam nia pumunta kame ng sm yesterday, which was really supposed to happen. Dapat naman tlaga sm kame kahapon eh, kaso ang tagal ntapus ng kapatd coh kaya di na kame nakasm.. ayun, i don't have any plans to tell this to him, baka mag-away pa kame, pero wala naman ako ginawang masama eh dBA?? khuletz nga nia last night, he kept on sending the same message, "i love you boo, muaahh".. ayun, nakakatuwa.. hehe..

2006-01-27T09:17:00.000+08:00

THE THING WE CALL L-O-V-E....

Love and Its Characteristics

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is
your
voice caught within your chest??
It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her, am I
right??
It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show her off??
It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want her because you know she's there??
It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you with her because it's what everyone wants??
It isn't love, it'S LOYALTY.

Are you with her because she kissed you, or held your hand?
It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for her confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her?
It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to her because the sight of her makes your heart skip a beat??
It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care about her?
It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell her every day she is the only one you think of?
It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake?
It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

Does your heart ache and breaks when she's sad?
Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong?
Then it's LOVE.

Do her eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her?
Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is?
Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her faithfully without regret??
Then it's LOVE.

Would you give her your heart, your life, your death??
Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love?

Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony?

Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death of self?

Why?

The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE.

It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well.

lalang, got nothin to blog kase kaya ayan.. got that from frenzter.. hehe.. anyhoo... don't have classes todaii.. kasee poh, celebration ng chinese new year!! hihi.. may mass ata sa school eh.. kaya ayun, la kame pasok! yes, sarap buhaii!!! ^_^

2006-01-25T17:34:00.000+08:00

25, hatest day of mah boo[well, i guess so].. kase eto ang "breakdate" namen.. haha.. yup, 25 is always tha date whenever we break up.. twice pa lang naman kame ngbbreak eh.. anyhoo.. ayun.. that was 25th of july 2004, tha first time we broke up.. reason? because of jepy.. haha.. nakkatawa nga yun ginawa coh non.. kkwento coh...

ganito yun, we were at sm that time, me, him, mah brother, louie and apphaul-louie's gf.. pero, bago kame pumunta dun.. nagtext muna ako kay jepy.. kase alam coh sa sm manila cla pupunta non, e kame sa gamol, so sabi coh sa kania, dun na rin cla pumunta.. tapus kita-kits kame dun.. hindi coh naman inexpect na pupunta talaga cla don kase nga dapat sa manila sila pupunta.. so ayun, nung nasa gamol na kame.. nanood kame cne, i-robot pa nga pinanood namen non! tapus pagkatapos, edi ikot-ikot nalang dun.. tapus maya-maya.. biglang cnabi ni aldrin[mah boo], "cla jepoy.." he was with his cousin that time.. xmpre dahil baliw na baliw pako sa kania non.. i was like, "huh? asan cla?" tapus etong c boo naman, tinuro pa! so natataranta nako non, pinalapit coh c aldrin sa kanila.. e ayaw, kaya ayun! ako ang nagpresenta! ako naman e go talaga sa takbo para mahabol cla.. tapus c boo, humabol lang saken.. ayun na.. pag-alis nila jepy.. tahimik c boo, badtrip ba, xmpre b naman.. sa ginawa coh ba naman dbA?

pag-uwi coh, i was thinking of jepy.. how much i miss him, how much i still love him.. then mah boo txted, saying goodnight and blah blah.. and ofcourse, i replied, i said good night too.. then he replied again.. sabe nia, teka, bago ka matulog.. gusto coh lang itanong kung mahal mo ba talaga ako?" xmpre, nagulat ako.. i didn't know what to say, so ayun, sinabi coh sa kania na mahal coh xa pero mas mahal coh pa rin c jepy.. and i said it's better if we break up nalang kase mas masasaktan lang xa.. and ayun na! wala na kame.. haha.. =P lalang, just wanna share.. kaya nga unforgettable ang 25 sa buhay nia.. haha...

anyhoo, i missed you guyz! sorry di ako nakakadropby na sa mga blog nio ha.. wait lang kayo jan.. pupunta nako ngayon, ciao! ^_^

2006-01-22T14:20:00.000+08:00

Orange

You're a bold, confident orange. A warm, powerful color that indicates a strong, welcoming personality, orange is the mark of people who are social and extroverted by nature. Vibrant, with an upbeat attitude, you have a bright, inviting demeanor. Energetic and fun-loving, you're a real friend-magnet. Your easy charm and unassuming manner make you the sort of person people want to meet and get to know better. Well-rounded and fun to be around, you enjoy helping others, so it's no surprise that orange also symbolizes attraction. Orange is an extraordinary color — for an extraordinary person.

well... i tried this in tickle.. and my true color is orange daw.. i agree.. tama nga naman yun sinabi nila.. =P try it.. click here.

anyhoo.. sobrang love coh yun stick around - azure ngaun.. song xa, actually, yun nga bg music coh nagaun.. listen to it.. i'm sure you're gonna love it too...

Azure
Stick Around

How many times do I daydream
about making love to you
and take you to a special place
where it's only me and you
I'll put away all your troubles
on the other side of the world
and run my arms around ur heart
and tell u you're my girl

So let's go steal away in the night
and we'll go far away from here
to the place where our love is right
can I take you to my world

Whenever you're sad
whenever you're crying
I'll be the one who wipes away your tears
whenever you call
whenever you need me
I'll be the one who runs to you
giving my love
well you know how much I love you
so you better not let me down
I'm not asking for too much baby
just stick around

A quiet day in the country
or a rainy night in my room
we'll hide away under my sheets
after the morning comes too soon
an afternoon in your eyes
or a lifetime in your heart
forever just stay long enough
but it leads to take a start

falling deeper in love with you
will you be there to catch me girl
are you falling deep with me too
can I keep you in my world

Whenever you're sad
whenever you're crying
I'll be the one who wipes away your tears
whenever you call
whenever you need me
I'll be the one who runs to you
giving my love
well you know how much I love you
so you better not let me down
I'm not asking for too much baby
just stick around

forever... forever
oh would you come on baby
let's go steal away in the night
and we'll go far away from here
to the place where our love is right
oooh coz

Whenever you're sad
whenever you're crying
I'll be the one who wipes away your tears
whenever you call
whenever you need me
I'll be the one who runs to you
giving my love
well you know how much I love you
so you better not let me down
I'm not asking for too much baby
just stick around

forever... forever

2006-01-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

uyyy, it's our 13th monsthsary tomorrow.. anyhoo, tagal coh rin di nag-update ha... well, what happened during those days??

SUNDAY

like what i've said, we played badminton and then we watched narnia, last full show pinanood namen.. before we watched tha movie, we played billiards muna at 9 ball cafe, infairness, ang mahal ha... 165 yata per hr? samantalang dun sa pinaglalaruan namen ng bessie coh, 60 per 2 hrs un.. hehe, but we were craving to play billiards, and besides, 5 kameng naghati-hati sa bayad.. hehe...

MONDAY

i didn't attend classes, why? first, i had a body pain that day.. 2nd, i didn't get enough sleep[which actually happens all tha time when i go to classes that's why i always sleep in class...].. 3rd, i didn't want to see our chinese teacher for 3 consecutive periods... ayun, i planned to attend afternoon classes, pero ayun, tinamad ako.. kaya i pretended nalang na my body still hurts.. i was lying in bed like for 2 hrs? hehe...

TUESDAY

we had a test in chemistry and our teacher started to teach us trigonometry... tha result in tha chemistry test sucks, as usual, i didn't get tha grade i expected.. and what really sucks is that i'm not tha highest again... punyeta, it really pisses me off, knowing that my rival in chemistry always get higher grades than me.. yea right, i'm not trying my best, so go on bitch.. i must admit, i feel insecure about it, that's why what i wanna say to you is.... FUCK YOU.

WEDNESDAY

i went to 2 mercury drugstores that night just to buy triangular bandage for our T.L.E., too bad they don't have it.. fuck that, anu ba naman drugstore yan, samantalang 2 of mah classmates get to buy their triangular bandage sa mercury.. hmmmff... ayun... and oh, nahirang na c lady hahn as punong tagapaglingkod sa jewel in tha palace.. hehe...

lastly, it's mah brother's 14th birthday today.. ayun lang..hehe..
oh ayan... updates for you guyz.. ciao ciao! =)

2006-01-15T01:51:00.001+08:00

i miss mah boo na.. wala lang.. i asked him to be OL kanina, he said he will be, i just have to wait for a while coz he's still on his way home when i texted him to be OL.. but then it's been an hour and he's still not OL.. i dunno why he wasn't able to OL, coz he didn't text me why he wasn't able to OL.. then around 6, i texted him, i asked him if i can go to his house but he said he was not home, he's with his sister sa market-market daw.. ok lang, i understand.. after he replied to my text, i didn't reply na.. haay.. i miss him na..

we played tong-its kanina.. panalo ako ng 6 pesos lang.. haha! actually bawi lang un.. talo nako ng 20 nun eh.. tapus puro utang nako sa kanila.. ahihi.. pero ayun, nabawi coh rin.. kasi nakahits ako ng isang beses, e yun nahits ko cguro around 40 or 30.. tapus nakabayad ako.. kaya nbawi coh un natalo ko, nanalo pako ng 6 pesos, akalain mo nga naman?!

niyaya ko kuya ko laro badminton kame bukas.. feeling coh kasi i'm gaining weight na.. kaya i need to burn fats.. after that we're going to watch chronicles of narnia.. he's gonna treat me!! wahaha.. pero ako nga lang sagot sa pamasahe, ok lang, fair enough for me..

2006-01-12T21:13:00.000+08:00

NEW LAYOUUTT!!!!

haaay.. thanks a lot to ayeka for making me one again... tha teenage drama queen layout, she was also tha one who made that... she's so baet talaga... and xa rin yun umayos ng coding para sa template coh.. wahaha... kasee naman... pagdating sa codings, mas madali magayos sa xanga... ahihi..

anyhoo, i skipped uhmmm.. 1 1/2 hour of our chinese class kanina.. dapat buong chinese class di ako papasok eh.. magtatago lang ako.. kaso nahuli ako, nasa loob kase ako ng school.. ahihi.. so xmpre malamang may nakakita saken na pumasok dba? tapus sa klase wala ako.. ahihi.. ayun, hinanap ako!! wahaha.. pinatawag pa nga ako sa office.. lolx.. pero di naman ako pinagalitan eh!! wahehe.. mahal nila ako... nyahaha... feeling e noh? buti nalang hindi high-blood yun mga tao kanina at hindi ako maxado pinagalitan.. pinagsabihan lang.. ahihi..

what more? uhmm.. who here watches frog prince? anyhoo.. kawawa c janice, nabaliw na ng tuluyan nang dahil kay ronald.. tsk tsk..

2006-01-11T19:10:00.000+08:00

i want a new layout for mah bloggie... but but but... first, i dont have a photoshop, 2nd, i don't know how to make a layout and 3rd, i don't know how to fix tha coding of it here in blogger.. haha... stupid me.. birdie! where's tha layout coh na ba haa? =( anyone who's willing to make me a layout?? pretty puhleezzz?

Mr. bracelet guy and his friend were so khuletz tha other night.. his friend kept on singin crazy for you.. he told me that mr. bracelet guy dedicates that song to me, oh c'mon! haha.. natawa tuloy ako.. ayun, mr. bracelet guy said sorry to me coz he wasn't able to do our deal.. but it's ok.. not a very big deal for me anyways.. sa totoo lang, ayoko naman talaga magwa nia un deal namen..hehe.. kasee, dba he wanted to court me nga? yun deal na yun, pag nagawa nia magpapaligaw ako sa kania, take note:he knows i have a bf. ayun.. thank God he wasn't able to fulfill it.. hehe..

I made a poem pala.. it's about mah lovelife... uhmm... it's about jepy[ex] and aldrin[current bf].. i'll post it soon here then you comment on it aytz? di pa tapus eh.. i dunno how to end it kasee... hehe... title of tha poem : say goodbye. =)

2006-01-08T00:14:00.000+08:00

i went to sm fairview todaii.. i was with mah brother, mah bessie and some friends, what is tha purpose of going there? because starstruck finalists were there.. haha! ayun, i saw them, they were all good-looking, iwa and jackie are pretty.. and all the boyz are gwapoo.. i wanted to scream kanina, kaso i'm shy, wa poise eh.. hihi... pero higit sa lahat, lakas ng dating ni bugz..i crush him na.. ahihi, while vivo and chuck are cute naman... in-short, i like all of tha boiizz! weeee... haha, landicious! amfness.. hihi.. sa girls, for me, iwa is tha best.. hihi, i crush her eh!! ever since from tha start, bet ko talaga c iwa sa girls... ^_~ oh men, dame coh na crushies.. weeee... halo-halo, may girls, may boiiz, haha! silahis ako! jokez!!

after we saw them, we watched a movie, me and mah bessie watched blue moon while our other companions watched shake, rattle and roll.. anyhoo, blue moon is romantic and it is touching, it made mah bessie cry nga eh.. haha... drama ever! lolx... pero ayun, for those who's not romantic, fo sho they will say that that movie is corny.. but hei! it's not corny, it's simple romantic.. it's about tha love that never faded away for so many years.. and it's about tha second chance for love..

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nakalimutan kong sabhin kanina, ang pangit ni jen sa blue moon, hihi.. angat na angat un beauty ni pauleen sa kania don.. lolx... =P

2006-01-06T13:07:00.000+08:00

ang drama ko pala nung isang araw noh?! anyways, ok na yun, tapus na un prob na un.. ok na kame ng mom coh.. ok na rin kame nung isa kong kuya, yun isa hindi pa rin kame ngpapansinan.. oh well.. hindi naman talaga kame nagpapansinan eh! hehe...

our ap teacher is absent today.. hehe, that's why we're here in tha computer right now and having free time! 2 periods pa naman dn xa samen.. hihi.. jackpot! ayun.. til 1:50pm kame here.. kaya etoh, pablog-blog nalang.. hihi... i hope our english teacher is also absent, wahaha.. coz she has 3 periods to spend with us man!! and i swear, our english is always boring, tha time she became our teacher, i never listened anymore to tha discussions, i don't know, i just don't feel like listening to her explanation.. what do i do? sometimes i borrow tha iPod of mah classmate and just listen to music and sometimes i just sleep.. sa 22o lang, a lot of students, wait, lemme change that.. all of tha students that she teaches doesn't like her class.. haha! fo real men, boring kase magturo.. amf eh! dba jema?

o xa, don't have lots of kwentos today eh.. next time na update! hihi... =)

2006-01-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

mayabang daw ako..
malandi raw ako..
malaki raw ang ulo ko..
bastos daw ako...

yan ang sabi saken ng 2 kong kuya.. yan daw ugali coh.. masakit saken.. i kept on crying last night... maga mata coh pagkagising coh.. i hate them.. i hate them.. i hate them.. kung feeling nila hindi ako nasasaktan pag sinasabi nila saken yun, pwes nagkakamali sila.. kung tingin nila nagddrama lang ako sa tuwing umiiyak ako pag inaaway nila ako, mali pa rin sila.. masakit sa loob coh ang mga salitang binitawan nila saken kagabi.. sa 22o lang, dinasal ko na sana bangungutin ako kagabi at hindi na magising.. like what ayeka said before... sometimes, i wanna go to sleep and never wake up..

galit saken mom coh, galit saken yun 2 kong kuya, they don't want me to be with my bestfriend anymore.. it feels like i'm alone... feels like i'm all alone.. i wanted to run away last night.. kung tulog lang silang lahat... baka naglayas na talaga ako. it's hard being me.. it's hard to have this kind of life.. i'm always wrong.. wala na raw akong pag-asang magbago.. kawawa naman ako.. mabait daw sila saken, pero inaabuso ko raw.. para raw akong prinsesa samen.. mawala lang kahit sa isang saglit lang.. hinahanap na agad.. pinoprotektahan at inaalagaan ako.. higit sa lahat.. ayaw nilang masaktan ako. alam coh naman lahat yun eh.. hindi nila alam.. ilang beses na nila ako sinaktan.. ilang beses na nila ako pinaiyak.. ilang beses na nilang sinaktan ang puso ko.. para naman daw saken lahat ng ginawa nila.. yea right. sa totoo lang, tatay ko lang ang never nanakit saken.. physically and emotionally.. higit sa lahat, he never made me cry.. oo naiinis ako sa kanya minsan, pero mahal na mahal ko xa...

kagabi lang, binato ako ng isa kong kuya ng twalya, sakto pa sa mukha ko.. sa una hinampas lang ako ng twalya, sa pangalawa binato na talaga saken.. wow, he was the first man who ever did that to me.. sana sinapak nalang nia ako kagabi.. para mas masarap sa feeling nia dba? sana sa pagtulog ko ngayong gabi.. hindi nako magising...

2006-01-02T22:35:00.000+08:00

umaga na coh natulog kanina, that was around 8am na.. and i had a bad dream.. it was about jepy.. he died in my dream.. pero hindi coh alam kung bakit, nabalitaan coh nalang.. tapus iyak daw ako ng iyak.. as in sobrah, pati mga kuya coh tsaka mom coh nakita maga na mata coh kakaiyak.. alam din nila yun nangyare, na jepy died nga.. tapus sabi coh daw sa bez coh, "tangina, hindi coh kaya mabuhay ng wala xa.. parang namatay un kalahati ng puso coh.." eew, that was cheesy in fairness... but anyways, ayun nga.. that was really a bad dream.. like as in.. is that a sign or what? i asked myself that question "what does that dream mean?" but i didn't find any answers, i also asked my bessie, and he said, "wala yun, panaginip lang naman.. pero cguro sign.." haay, maybe that was nothing, just a nightmare for me i guess.. ayoko may maunang mamatay saken na importante sa buhay coh.. gusto ko ako maunang mamatay sa kanila.. lalo na parents coh.. ayoko kasi maranasan yung tipong binagsakan ng langit, nilamon ng lupa at yung tipong pasan mo buong mundo...

2006-01-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

me and mah bessie are ok na... just like what i thought of, it was because of his crush why he was acting like that to me. Actually, it was because of his crush's ring! I borrowed it kase.. ayun, obviously.. nagselos ang gago.. hehe.. ayun.. pero we're ok na nga... i asked him last night what was tha problem at ayun nga! sabi nia.. "wala, dahil sa singsing nga.. pero wala na un!" haha.. siraulo talaga yun.. pero sa bagay.. alam coh naman nagselos xa nun.. kase nun hiniram coh un singsing na un, nakita rin nia hinawakan pa ng crush nia un kamay coh... ayun.. kasi kinukuha coh sa kania un singsing.. tapus bago nia ibigay... pasimpleng hawak pa. anyhoo, tapus nanaman yun eh.. ang importante, we're ok na.

i have a kwento... remember the guy who gave a bracelet to me as a xmas gift? he wants to court me.. etoh malupet, he knows i have a boyfriend.. but when i told him that.. alam nio ano cinabi? "e boyfriend mo lang naman un ah! bakit asawa mo nba?" I kept on laughing when he was talking to me nga eh.. he was like.. "gara mo naman kim eh, kinakausap kita ng maayos tawa ka ng tawa.." Nakakaloka ang takbo ng lovelife coh sa totoo lang ha... parang kelan lang, my ex wants me back.. and then, mah bessie's crush was asking me if he has a chance on me.. tapus ngaun? someone wants to court me!!! waaaaaaaa... anu ba un? haha..landee! Pero yun sa ex coh, wala na.. tinigilan nako. Yun sa crush ng bessie coh.. ofcourse! hindi pede.. ayoko masira friendship namen ng bez coh noh.. Kaya etoh, c mr. bracelet guy, ewan coh sa kania, i dunno if he's serious or what. pero bastah, he can't court me.. ano? alam niang may bf ako.. bahala xa, ano gagawin coh? mag22time? nah...

i hate mah kuya, yun pinakamatanda samen.. he's always like that..pag nagaaway kame.. lagi nia sinasabi na mayabang daw ako, ang laki-laki daw ng ulo coh, ayucin coh raw sarili coh. punyeta xa, isa pa yun, sawa nako sa ugali nia. parehas sila nung isa ko pang kuya, yun sumunod na pinakamatanda, parehas silang may attitude problem. badtrip talaga sila. haaay naku.. Pag ako talaga as in nasaktan physically nino man sa kanila, lalayas talaga ako. I swear.

2005-12-31T09:54:00.000+08:00

i'm back on playing ragnarok! i was influenced to come back on playin by my older brother.. 5x exp kasi ngaun.. that's their new year bonus for ragna players.. kung 4x nung Xmas, 5x this time... until january 4 lang.. so ayun, sinusulit coh na, kasi baka pag natapos un 5x bonus.. baka hinto rin ako.. not so sure.. depende kung walang pera dba?

nothing much happened yesterday, i didn't go out and make lakwacha.. uhmm.. actually i did go out last night, just to buy juice and bubblegum at the store. haha.. and that's it. boring sobrah.. thanks to computer and ragnarok. I have a new character on odin nga eh.. i made an acolyte last night.. yihee... not only that, few more job levels, my archer will be hunter na!! yea baby! konting tiyaga pa... malapit na.. anyways, to end this entry......

ADVANCE HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU!!!

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Why is it that no matter how strong your bond with someone and no matter how many problems together you guys went through, with one mistake you or he made, the relationship you have can be all forgotten and be gone? haay, i'm having a conclusion already on what will happen with mah relationship with one of mah older brother and mah bessie for this coming year2006...

as for my brother, i can see and i can feel that there's no chance for us to be close again... what actually happened between us? never mind. Pathetic reason. That's all i can say about what happened between us why we're not close anymore. Even my boyfriend said to me the last time we talk this, "tagal nio nang galit ah.. di na ba kau magkakaayos?" and all i can say was... "oo nga eh, naku, hindi na, punyeta xa.. sawa nako sa ugali nia." seriously, there's a problem in his attitude, he just can't realize it.. I must admit, i do miss hanging out with him and i do really miss making kulitan and laugh with him. But just like what i said, i can feel that there's no chance for us to be close and have the bond we had before again. and that's fo sho'.

As for my bessie, i can feel that there's a problem going on with us.. hindi naman ako manhid. But i can also feel that he doesn't have any plans to spill it out to me.. He's hiding it.. i know. It's hard fo me, coz i dunno tha reason why he's acting like that to me. He's being cold. I can't feel him anymore.. It's like, we're not bestfriends anymore.. I had a conclusion na.. it's because of his crush why he's acting like that. Take note, his crush is a guy okie? mah bessie is not straight kasi, he's bi. The worst part, his crush likes me.. and it's not good.. AS IN NOT! But i know that's not tha only reason. I just hate it. As in I SUPPERR HATE IT.

2005-12-29T21:15:00.000+08:00

i went to tha mall with mah 2 younger brothers.. wow, hehe.. that was actually tha first time we 3 went out together all by ourselves, i invited mah boo to come with us nga eh.. kaso he went to his classmate's crib coz they have to do their group project daw.. kaya ayun, kameng tatlo nalang.. what did we do there ba? we watched a movie.. hulaan nio ano pinanood namen???

MULAWIN!!! yea right, i know you think i'm corny na.. haha.. it wasn't that bad naman! the effects was ok... pede ng panghollywood.. haha.. infairness, nagiimprove sa paggawa ng fantasy movie ang mga pinoy.. hehe... after that, we went to quantum and played there.. ayun, naubos yata money namen dun.. laki ng nagastos namen eh! pero ok lang, nag-enjoy naman kame..

8:30 na yata kame umuwi.. nakarating kame dito mga 9 na.. sa bus nga.. kinausap ako ng katabi coh.. waaaa...>.< dba sabi nila don't talk to strangers? pero kasi.. hawak coh yun cap ng kapatid coh.. tapus mejo nalaglag sa gilid, sabi nia.. "baka maiwan nio yun sumbrero nio oh.." so xmpre nagthank-you ako... tapus ayun, tha conversation started.. he asked me.. "san ba kau bababa?" since mabait ako.. i answered his question.. tapus nagtanong pa xa ng iba.. hanggang sa tanungin na nia un name at # coh.. O_o haha, asa pa.. yun name coh sinabi coh.. pero yun # coh hindi noh.. gusto coh nga sabihin na.. "hello? close ba tayo? gwapo kaba para ibigay coh sayo # coh?" haha.. mahirap talaga maging maganda noh? haha.. juz kiddin.

2005-12-28T15:06:00.000+08:00

SURVEY (was tagged by kumiko)

The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover.
Need to mention the sex of the target.
Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their Comments saying they've been tagged.
If tagged the 2nd time, theres no need to post again.
Target: Male (of course!)

1. (katulad ni sish kumiko) May takot kay God.
2. Must accept and love me for who I am.
3. matalino, kahit hindi na, bastah may utak. ayoko ng bobo.
4. Understanding at hindi sobrang seloso
5. Galante, haha.. panget magkabf na kuripot noh!!!!
6. Romantic.
7. Medyo serious pero may sense of humor..
8. Will fight and do anything he can for me.

Now I'm tagging: Jema, hanmae, chloe, angelskie, Ayeka, Irish, Jasmine Irish, Lexie.

Also, I've been tagged by Jasmine Irish:

List seven songs that you are into right now. No matter what the genre, wheteher they have words, or even if they're not any good, they must be songs that you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions in your blog along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they are listening to.

1. Underneath the Waves - Hale
2. Don't forget about us - Mariah Carey
3. Hiling - Paramita
4. In a rush - blacstreet
5. Ulan - Cueshe`
6. Fruitcake - eraserheads
7. My Humps - Black Eyed Peas

I'm tagging: karen, kumiko, faye, johanna, gee, nina and karen kweenie.

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yesterday, someone gave me a bracelet as a xmas gift to me.. ahihi.. katuwa nga eh, kasi i didn't expect na magbibigay talaga xa ng gift saken.. pero sinabi nia talaga na bibigyan nia coh ng gift, sabi nga nia baka raw unan na may name coh o kaya stuff toy.. tapus ayun, expected coh nga cheap na stuff toy lang ibibigay nia eh! wahaha.. or if not, expected coh wala talaga xang ibibigay.. ahihi.. ang sama.. pero ayun, last night, bumalik xa dito sa lugar namen, galing xa bulacan, niloloko coh nga xa sabi coh pinagtataguan nia coh kasi wala xang mabibigay na gift saken.. tapus ayun, around 10, paglabas coh, nasa labas din xa, then lumapit xa tapus inabot yun gift nia.. haha! nashock nga ako eh.. silver pa! lolx.. tapus nun pagkaabot nia nun sabi coh sa kania, "ano toh?" sabi naman nia, "regalo coh sayo, dba nangako ako?" wow, astig, may isang salita ang loko.. haha..

c boo din galing bulacan, last night lang nakauwi.. ang loko nagtatampo.. hindi raw ako nagttext, makakaalala lang daw ako pag wala akong magawa.. e kase naman noh. wala naman talaga akong load.. ayun.. hihi.. infairness, namimiss coh na rin un gagong yun.. hehe... o xa, ciao ciao guyz!! ^_^

2005-12-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

Christmas is over na, ang bilis talaga ng panahon.. parang kelan lang 2004 palang.. tapus ilang araw nalang 2006 na... natapos nanaman ang isang taon.. haay.. ang dame coh na palang namimiss na mga tao.. name coh sila lahat.. c jepy, ofcourse! hehe, sa mga hindi nakakakilala, ex coh xa.. ayun, tama na yun description na yan! hehe... next, c joal, eto naman katropa coh dati dito samen, kaso nasa california na ngayon eh.. tapus hindi na nagpaparamdam ang loko.. ayun, close kame nun! nainlove pa nga saken yan eh.. haha.. sabi uuwi xa this xmas pero hindi daw natuloy, ewan coh kung kelan talaga.. tapus, sina ate eclette, ate sugar and kaykay.. mga cousins coh yan sa butuan.. miss coh na sobrah bonding namen!!!! >.< haaay.. sino pa ba? J.A.C.E., barkada coh yan sa school...tska.. uhmm... xmpre... c boo.. last na nagkita kame nung 21 pa... ayun..

2005-12-25T02:00:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!!

i received gifts from johanna and tissaii[kai]... here they are..

cute noh? hehe, thx guyz!!! hmm.. 5 gifts ang natanggap coh this xmas from my online buddies.. infairness, 5! haha, favorite number.. wala na bang pahabol? ehehe...

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time check:12:32pm

ang hirap pala pag tumatanda ka... nakakahiya mamasko!! haha.. ayun.. kainiz... gusto coh mamasko pero nakakahiya, ang laki coh na.. ahihi.. di kagaya dati nung bata pako kahit sang bahay namamasko ako! e ngaun pili nalang yun mga taong mapamamaskuhan eh.. haaay.. naiinggit ako sa kapatid coh.. 10 y/o pa lang.. ayun.. kanina pa nagsimulang namasko!!!!! inggit ako!!!! >.<

2005-12-22T10:11:00.000+08:00

i went to tha mall with mah bf yesterday.. and also, with mah brotehr.. ahihi.. di ako pede umaliz mag-isa eh!! bakit nga kaya? ewan coh rin.. ehehe.. before pinapayagan naman ako... ngaun hinde na! hmmmff.. >.< anyways, ayun, pumunta lang kame ng sm, i was thinking of buying a gift sana for mah bessie, kaso, ayun, pagdating namen dun kain lang kame, tapus punta ng quantum.. pagkatapus dun kain nanaman.. ahihi... around 7:30 na kame umuwi eh.. kase pagkatapus ulet namen kumain.. bumalik kame ng quantum... nandun kase un 2 nameng friend.. ayun... pero pagkatapus ulet namen maglaro ng kapatid coh, nagyaya nako umuwi kase sabi coh sa tatay coh baka quarter to 8 na kame makauwi.. ayun, pero sa 22o lang 8:15 na yata yun nung nakauwi kame.. ahihi.. pazawaii!! pero bago kame umuwi, dumaan kame sa bahay ng boo coh... binigyan nia coh ng chocolate... weeeee.. ahihi, oo, cloud9 nga lang ung bingay! jokez! ferrero yun noh... yummmeee!!!

haaay naku, kabadtrip kanina, panu kase, dapat magsisimbang-madalingaraw ako kanina with mah bf and mah 2 friends.. e ang mga yun, hindi nagising ata!! hmmff... ayun, nag-inuman kase sila kagabi.. baka lasing.. dpat kasama ako dun eh! kaso lang.. gabi na kase un.. papayagan lang ako pumunta dun pag kasama coh yun isang kuya coh.. e ang kaso.. hinde na kame close ngaun... nagising ako mga 2:30am.. e tapus hinahanap coh yun bessie coh, tumawag ako sa bahay nila.. sabi ng mama nia nasa labas daw! e lalabas sana ako, titingnan coh kung nasa tindahan.. kaso hindi nalang kase baka wala rin dun eh!! kaya ayun.. natulog nalang ulet ako..

ayyy nako, naalala coh, alam nio ba, may magnanakaw talaga dito samen.. hindi coh lang alam kung kapatid coh o kung sino eh.. haay.. pero may suspetcha coh kung sino, panu ba kase noh! nawalan ako ng 100 kahapon!! etoh malupet, sa wallet coh mismo nawala ha!! eto isa pang malupet, sa kwarto pa namen mismo yun nangyare!! ibigsabihin, isa talaga sa mga kapatid coh yun magnanakaw!!! grrr.. pagtingin coh kase ng wallet coh kulang.. impocbleng nagastos coh yun dahil wala akong naaalalang ginastos coh yun. twice na nga nangyare yun eh! twice ng nawalan akong 100 sa wallet mismo. aaay nako!! kung sino man yung tanginang yun. makakarma din xa!!!

anyways..i received a gift again!!!! galing kay chloe, etoh oh...

thank you verrii muchie chloe!! sowee hinde kita mbibigyan ng gift ah! kase hinde ako marunong gumawa ng mga ganian chuchu ever eh.. >.<

2005-12-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

it's our aniversary todaii!! wow, can't believe it.. nakatagal kame ng 1 year?? ahihi... anyways, ayun nga.. i'm missing him na.. panu kasi.. hindi man lang kame nagkita ngaun.. like what i've written here last night, may lakad nga kasi sila ng dad nia ngaun.. kaya hindi xa pwede umalis ngaun.. baka bukas na lang kame aalis.. pero, hindi coh naman alam kung papayagan ako bukas ng nanay coh noh!!! wish coh lang.. =P

anyways.. hindi nanaman ako nakapagsimbang-madalingaraw kanina!!! haha.. e panu kasi, nakatulog ako eh!! ayun.. nagising ako around 4:30am.. e dapat susunod ako.. kaya lang pagcheck coh ng fone coh wala namang text saken yung bessie coh, kaya akala coh hindi na rin sila natuloy.. ayun, pero natuloy pala sila kanina... lolx.. eto totoo na talaga toh.. magsisimba na talaga ako mamaya!!!!! haay.. sana naman noh!

nagtong-its ulet ako kanina!! wahaha.. this time, panalo ako! actually, bawi coh nga yung natalo coh kagabi noh... kanina kasi, pagpunta coh sa bahay ng bessie coh, may nagtotong-its na.. tapus nung dumating ako, nanood lang muna ako.. tapus nung may nanalo na.. we were like, "lucky 9 naman! bangka si len tutal panalo naman xa eh!" ayun, pumayag naman... so ako, nanghingi ako ng 5, lol! 5 pesos lang puhunan coh kanina infairness ha? at ayun, 4 kame naglucky 9.. tapus nung naubos na yung pera nung isa, nagyaya ako na tong-its naman kame kasi may pantaya nako! haha.. at ayun, nanalo ako infairness ha! yung 5 pesos coh naging 80 pesos! o davah?!?! tapus may utang pa saken yung bessie coh ng 30 pesos, tapus c ate len[yun isang kalaro namen] may utang na 10 pesos saken! wahaha.. kaya nga umayaw na rin ako makipaglaro pa, bukod sa panalo nako, nagkakautangan na kame! lolx.. =P partida, hingi lang yung 5 pesos na yun! wahaha.. it must be my lucky day!! aniversary eh!

i received a gift again! it came from irish this time.. eto oh...

cute noh? thank you verii much irish! i lurvee it! luv yah too!

i'm craving for chocolatess!!!!!! give me some!!! haay.. >.<

2005-12-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

hindi nanaman ako nakapagsimbang-gabi kanina! wahehe.. reason? hindi nanaman ulet ako nagising! haaay.. tulog mantika ba talaga ako at hindi ako nagising ng alarm clock ng cellphone coh samantalang malakas yun? ehehe.. ayun, paggising coh, may text ang bessie coh saken.. sabi nia talkshit daw ako kasi nga sabi coh sa kania sasama ako sa simbang-gabi! ahihi... e kasi naman noh, sabi coh sa kanila, imiscall nila ako ng imiscall para magising ako.. e ang kaso, dun nila ako sa globe miniscall! [i'm using 2 phones kasi.. one for my sun, one for my globe] eh un globe coh nakasilent.. tapus yung sun coh un nakaloud.. e aun, pagtingin coh dun sa globe coh may 26 missed calls.. haha! pazaway.. talagang hindi ako magigising nun noh! xmpre nakasilent un dba?!

anyways, after 48 long years, nakapagbabad ulet ako ng matagal sa teentalk at after 48 long years eh nagkaabot ang 3 blind sexy mice sa who's who.. unfortunately.. bigla namang nawala yung internet namen at hindi coh alam kung bakit.. kaya hindi rin kame nakapagchat na tatlo.. c rish lang yung nakausap coh ng matagal.. haaay.. pag minamalas nga naman noh? >.< edi ayun, pumunta ako sa bahay ng bessie coh.. at naglaro lang kame ng pusoy dos.. ahihi! marunong nako noh! tinuruan nia ako kanina... after 1 hour of playing pusoy dos... nagyaya xa na magbilliards daw kame.. edi ayun, buti nalang umalis na yung mom coh nun.. haha, pazaway talaga ako.. xmpre, takas lang un noh, pag nagpaalam ako baka hindi pako payagan.. kaya ayun, umuwi nako at naligo pati siya rin naligo na.. tapus, alis na kame at diretso sa bestfriend para maglaro ng billiards.. 2 hours kame naglaro.. infairness! sabi saken ni tae[mah bessie], nagiimprove raw ako.. gumagaling daw ako magbilliards!! wow, achievement yun kahit papano noh! pagkatapus sa billiards, uwi na kame at nakipaglaro naman ng lucky 9sa kapitbahay... =P talo nga ako eh.. pero mga 10 pesos lang siguro.. ahihi.. sa kasalukuyan ay nagtotong-its sila dun kaya nandito ako dahil pangtatluhan lang yun noh...

mamaya, magsisimbang-gabi na talaga ako.. hindi nalang ako matutulog.. ahihi, kasi pag natulog ako hindi nanaman ako magigising noh!

bukas, 1st aniv. na namen ng aking boo... kaya lang.. hindi kame aalis bukas.. sa wednesday na dahil may lakad daw sila ng erpats nia.. ok lang yun.. nga pala, we're ok na.. parang wala lang nga yun sinabi nia kagabi eh.. hehe.. ayoko na rin i-open sa kania yun.. kasi baka mag-away lang kame or magkatampuhan..kasi nga may clue naman ako kung bakit nia natanong yun eh..kaya, it's better na hindi coh na i-open pa yun.. dba?

ayeka made this for me nga pala...

isn't that sweet? thank you very much ayeka!i love yah!

\\*EDIT*\\

haay naku, tatay coh maxadong exagge, nagagalit, panu kasi.. kakauwi coh lang.. e 12am na.. tinawag pa kasi ako bago umuwi, samantalang nasa kapitbahay lang naman ako noh! like haller? nasa apartment parin naman ako namen!! dios me, simula't-sapul e kame-kame na nakatira dito sa apartment! may mangyayare ba saken dun??makikidnap bako dun? may papatay ba saken dun?! =P sabi pa nia kung san-san daw pa ko ngpupunta pag wala xa!! haller!! nasa kabilang pinto lang ako! >.< wala pa ngang sampung hakbang e nasa pinto na xa ng bahay kung asan ako noh... haay.. >.<

anyways.. bakit nga ba ako nandun? e kasi nakipagtong-its ako.. hehe.. talo nga ako ng 70 pesos noh... pero ok lang.. pasalamat sila pasko.. hehe.. mababawi coh rin yan sa pasko, dbale.. pero nagsisisi ako.. dapat pala di nako nakipagtong-its!! ehehe..

2005-12-18T16:24:00.000+08:00

i didn't attend the simbang-madalingaraw kanina!! ehehe.. e kasi, mejo tinamad ako... panu, hindi rin ako nakaattend ng simbang-madalingaraw nung 17.. kasi hindi ako nagising.. lasing kasi ako nung gabi ng 16!!! haha.. kaya parang nakakawalang gana narin bumangon ng madaling araw para magsimba kasi hindi coh na rin kumpleto.. haaay.. maybe God already knows what my wish will be.. and maybe He knows that it's not the right time yet for my wish to happen....>.< oh well.. =P

grabeh, bored na bored nako dito sa bahay.. hindi ako umalis kahapon! wahehe.. at hindi rin ako umalis ngaun! at mukhang hindi rin ako aalis mamaya... buti nalang at nanjan ang sun pati na rin buti nalang nakilala coh c king at may kausap ako sa gitna ng pagtunganga coh kagabi.. kundi, baka nabaliw nako kagabi dahil wala akong ginagawa!! hehe..

mah boo is not texting me.. fine, wag xang magtext saken, wag xang magparamdam.. leche xa... e kasi.. kagabi, around 6:30 yata.. nagtext ako sa kanya, i asked him kung pede ako pumunta sa kanila kasi nga wala nga akong ginawa dito sa bahay!! tapus nagreply xa, sabi nia wala raw xa sa bahay.. edi nagreply ako, sabi coh asan xa.. tapus hindi na nagreply ang loko! tapus nagtext ulet ako... tinanong coh ulet kung asan xa, hindi pa rin nagreply! fine, bahala xa.. hanggang ngaun hindi pa nagpaparamdam ang loko.. walang load?! e bat nakatext xa kagabi? text-mo-libre-ko pa yung reply nia kagabi..haay naku, bahala xa.. magpaparamdam din un, naiinis lang ako.. ehehe..

\\*EDIT*\\

kakachat lang namen ni boo.. there's a problem.. and i have an idea what is it.. i know i'm the reason why he asked that question.. habang nagchachat kame.. bigla xang nagsend ng :(( na smiley sa ym... here it goes..

him: :((
me: bakit?
him: wala
me: nge
me: e bat nag:(( ka?
him: 1 question
me: anu?
BUZZ!!!
him: boo,
him: may question lng ako
him: bgo ako umalis
BUZZ!!!
BUZZ!!!
him: still der?!?!?
BUZZ!!!
me: ahh
me: oo
me: sorry
me: kasi
me: c anya
me: anu ba un?
me: hmm?
me: san ka pupunta?
me: ??
him: m22log nko
me: bat ang aga?
him: mgccmba kmi bukas
me: ahhh
me: anu ba tanong moh?
me: ??
me: paaliz na rin kasi me eh.. gagamit c anya
me: hui
me: anu b tnong moh?
me: elow?
me: may itatanong kapaba?
me: ano ba?
him: anong mgandang paraan pra mkalimutan mo ung taong
him: anong mgandang paraan pra maalis mo ung sakit na nraramdman ng heart mo?!?!??!?! wg mo n tnong kung bkit....
me: bat mo naman ntnong?
me: ayy
me: uhmm...
me: ewancoh?
me: alak
me: kung ako idadaan coh cguro sa inom
me: o kaya sa iyak
him: ung tlgang mkakalimutan mo n un hbang buhay!!!
me: mahirap un
me: impocble mangyare kaya un ganun
him: ok
him: thats enough
me: bakit mo nga ba natnong?
him: bye
me: hui
him: wla
me: bat mo poh natanong?
me: di nga?
him: la lng
me: asus.. la lang nanamn
me: kabisado na kta
him: cge na bye na
him: bsta, khit mghiwalay n tau d2 prin ako.... bye boo

what the fuck?! bakit kelngan nia tanungin un tanong na un?! at kelangan ba talaga niang sabihin yun "kahit maghiwalay na tayo dito parin ako.."???? i know the reason behind it.. i know it's me... tangina, alam coh na kung cno nanamn dahilan ng lahat ng toh, isang tao lang naman and dahilan kapag nagtatanong xa ng mga ganyan. bulshit, magkasama lang kame kanina, ok naman kame, tapus biglang ganun. tangina.

2005-12-16T05:49:00.000+08:00

i attended the simbang-madalingaraw [simbang gabi as we call it] today... pero hindi coh naintindihan lahat ng sinabi ng pari.. it was because we were outside the church because there were so many people... yung mga boses ng mga tao sa labas nga halos naririnig coh.. dang! it pissed me off! it was like, people outside attended the simbang-gabi not to listen to the mass but just to have the right to say na.. "uii!pumunta ako ng simbang-gabi! ikaw? nagsimbang-gabi kaba?" like duh?? do they really have the right to say that? yes they did attend it, but God didn't feel that they were there for Him.. so parang wala rin yun pinunta nila dun! parang pumunta lang sila dun para tumambay at magkwentuhan! diba?!?!? kasi yung iba talaga, nagkkwentuhan lang.. yung nasa harap coh pa lingon ng lingon sa likod na parang kiti-kiti na laging may hinahanap na ewan! OMG!! nakakabwisit talaga.. someone is smoking outside pa.. hindi lang someone, yung ibang tao rin sa labas nagyoyosi!pero yung mga nasa likod na..pero still! nandun sila para magsimba tapus magyoyosi sila?? parang binabastos nila si God eh.. actually, yung ibang tao na nasa likod pa namen yung nagyoyosi!! grrr... don't they respect God?? don't they respect themselves? or.. they just don't know the meaning of respect?? hmmmfff! bwisit talaga... bukas, aagahan ko gising coh para maaga rin kame makapunta dun para nasa loob kame ng simabahan... haay.. people like that pisses me off a lot.. those people who go to church just to say "hey! i went to church!" but didn't actually listened to tha mass and didn't actually go there for God. ugh. i pity them.

\\*EDIT*\\

kahapon coh pa dapat ieedit toh..may kwento kasi ako.. kaya lang.. mejo tinamad ako eh.. anyways.. ano ang ikkwento coh? i had a good dream that morning... nagsimbang gabi nga ako dba? e ayun.. pagkatapus coh ibuhos ang galit coh dito sa blog coh dun sa mga taong epal na yun.. kumain muna ako ng breakfast and rested for a while tapus na-aral nako ng geometry.. yun kasi exam namen kahapon.. math and filipino.. i didn't study filipino na coz i was sleepy na... kaya after coh mag-aral ng geom, natulog nako.. and i dreamt of jepy[my ex-boyfriend who still lives in my heart and the guy whom i loved more than my life and longed to be with forever..>.<]ano nga ba ang napanaginipan coh tungkol sa kania?? hmmm? i was able to kiss him again in my dream that morning.. and in my dream i felt that he still have feelings for me but he knows we can't be together[coz i have a boyfriend] that's why he's controlling his feelings for me.. actually, it wasn't him who kissed me, it was me who kissed him.. and he kissed me back.. and then the dream went on.. when i woke up.. i saw the stuff toy he gave me way back on my 13th birthday.. my mom took it out from the cabinet where i kept it when she cleaned that cabinet.. pero tinago coh na ulet.. hihi..well, i guess that dream was a blessing from God..

haay, i know there's no chance for us to be 'together' again.. at hindi naman na ako umaasa.. but those times that we were together will always live in my mind and in my heart... :)"tuwing umuulan, malaman niya sanang may nagmamahal sa kanya..."

2005-12-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

pumunta ako ng sm valenzuela ngaun kasama brother coh with some of his friends.. we ate and ate there.. haha.. foodtrip! =P first, mah brother bought waffle.. xa lang un kumain.. and then.. bumili sila ng friend nia ng halo-halo sa chowking tapus ako naman tsaka un friend nia, bumili ng zagu,4 lang kame kasi eh... tapus sumunod si spike[friend of mah bf,schoolmate namen, pinapunta coh kasi c boo don pero pinauna nia c spike dahil me pinuntahan pa xa] tapus nagpalibre kame sa greenwich, ayun, galante nga xa kanina.. hmm.. that was the 2nd time he treated me, una nilibre nia coh ng burger sa school.. hehe.. =P after that, pumunta kame ng quantum.. aun, nagwaldas ng pera dun.. hehe.. =P

pagkatapus namen ng quantum, nawala un isang friend ng bro coh.. sabi namen baka umuwi na.. edi aun, pinuntahan namen sa bahay nila since walking distance lang naman un from sm val.. tapus sabi nia, kaya raw xa umuwi dahil ngLBM daw xa! haha.. pero pagkatapus namen dun, bumalik kme ni spike sa sm kasi magkikita kame ni boo... lecheng yun, 1 coh pinapunta dun, anong oras nagpunta? past 5.. >.< pasaway!!! pero ok lang.. he bought me brownies naman eh.. hehe.. nagturo kasi ako eh! kaya ayun.. yesterday he gave me chocolate, tapus ngaun naman.. brownies.. yuum!! i really love chocolates and brownies so muuch!! isali na naten ang ice cream.. :)
actually, i'm eating the brownies he gave me right now...

pictures galore!! these are the pictures of the gifts i received today and the gifts that i gave...

my gift for michelle and cirene, treasured friends of mine.. :)

gift ng 2 kong kada.. "Love makes all things bearable" yan yung nakasulat sa isa.. 4 lang naman kame sa kada.. yung isa nameng kada.. sa january pa ibibigay yun gift nia for us! =P

yan yung binili coh sa 168.. the keychains i gave to my kada, yung pare-parehas kame.. hehe.. nawawala nga yung parang bear na keychain coh eh!! bad3p..>.< and oh, the wallet i bought there..

hindi coh na napicturan yung natanggap coh sa exchange-gift.. di coh pa nabubuksan eh.. hehe.. =P

2005-12-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

kakatapos lang ng etheria.. minea is cruel pala.. sa encantadia ang bait niang reyna pero dumaan din pala xa sa pagiging ipokrita... pero bat ganun? isa xang etherian pero xa ang naging reyna ng mga diwata? hmmm....

nakakainis, yun isang keychain na binili coh for me, un parehas sa kada coh, nawawala.. hindi coh alam kung san napunta.. e ganung keychain kasi un gift coh sa kanila... edi cla nalang un meron.. ako wala.. huhu... nasan nga kaya napunta yun? bwisit talaga... pero dalawang keychain nalang un eh.. bale isa lang un meron saken.. kaasar!!!

anyways.. kahapon ng umaga, nag-away kame ng brother coh dahil sa mug, kaninang umaga naman, nag-away yun dalawa kong kuya ng dahil sa towel!!! haha... kakatuwa naman.. lalang! just sharin! =P

chemistry and a.p. wil be our exam tomorrow... xmas party na!! yea baby.. what's gonna happen kaya? hmm.. i heard seniors of our school won't be having their xmas party tomorrow.. sa friday daw kainan lang.. oh well... i don't have any business about that naman... shocks!!! ngaun coh lang naalala! i need to bring plastic spoons tomorrow pala! e hindi ako nakabili!!! OMG! san ako bibili ngaun e anung oras na?!?!?! waaaaahhh!!!! shit shit shit!!

2005-12-12T20:40:00.000+08:00

lately, narealize coh.. mabilis na uminit ulo coh.. minsan nagiging mainitin na un ulo coh.. bakit nga kaya? hindi coh rin alam.. kaninang umaga paggising coh, napag-initan coh agad un kapatid coh.. ng dahil lang sa mug! haha.. e kasi magtitimpla ako ng milo, e ayoko ng mga mug dun sa lagayan ng baso, tapus nakita coh un gamit ng kapatid coh.. so i was like.. "patrick, akin nalang yang mug moh, ayoko ng mga baso dun eh!" e ayaw niang pumayag, e dahil nga what khimy wants, khimy gets, kinuha coh pa rin kahit di xa pumayag.. he was like.. "ang kupal naman eh" edi nabwicit ako!! aun.. sabi coh "astig ka ah! cno cnasabihan mo ng kupal ha?? kilala mo ba ako? ano moko?!" aun.. tapus un isa ko pang kapatid, nakiepal.. hindi tuloy naging good un morning coh... =P

nakakainis un sun, laging delay un messages.. hmmmff! pero cge, pagtiyagaan dahil sa wednesday na mageexpire ang load coh.. hihi...

tinatamad ako mag-aral... ano nga ba exam namen bukas? 2 subject sa chinese... haaay.. kaasar.. i'd rather study chemistry than study those things.. ewan coh ba, dati i love studying chinese subject when i was still in elementary.. pero ngaun.. wala, tinatamad nako..honor pa nga ako sa chinese dati noh! =P pero ano nga ba magagawa coh? kelangan aralin dahil kung hindi e wala akong masasagot bukas.. dba? ^_~

naaadik nako sa c2! parang di kumpleto ang araw coh pag di ako iinom nun!! ehehe.. lalang.. cge.. gotta go! etheria na ata! ciao! ^_~

2005-12-11T19:40:00.000+08:00

i changed my layout nia! ayeka made it for me! and not only that.. she also fixed my blog! she's so nice talaga.. a good friend indeed! thank you very much ayeka!! ^_~

anyways.. i went to 168 mall today, with my mother's bestfriend.. and man! i'm not going there anymore! actually.. it was my first time to go there.. it was sooooo masikip there... natatakot nga ako kasi baka mamaya un babae na nakadikit saken may kuto mahawaan pako.. lolx! e xmpre dba? mahirap magkakuto noh.. tapus bago pa kame makapunta dun.. naglakad pa kame sa divisoria ata un? ewan.. yung mga tindahan na nakalantad sa gilid tapus maputik na daan? [malamang.. umulan eh..=P] bastah un.. ang dame rin tao... supperr siksikan.. i hate you divisoria! hehe...=P bakit nga ba ako pumunta ng 168? uhmm... kasi bumili ako ng pang-exchange-gift.. i bought a pouch bag worth P100.. i also bought gifts fo my kada... 2 keychains for each of them.. i also bought mine ofcourse.. para lahat kame meron... ^_~ and i also bought a wallet.. haha.. un peke lang.. lolx! =P e kasi i want a new wallet na talaga.. e since wala naman akong perang pambili ng orig edi un nalang... yun lang ang binili coh.. un bestfriend ng mom coh ang talagang namili.. hehe.. uuwi kasi xa ng province.. naghahanap ng pasalubong.. ang dame nga nia binili dun.. hehe.. =P

tomorrow will be the first day of our exams.. hindi pako nag-aaral! haha.. dbale.. madali lang un.. isang subject lang sa chinese un.. kayang-kaya sa 1 oras yan.. 30 mins. pa nga eh! lolx.. yabang! hehe.. oh well.. i hafta go na.. aaral nako.. ciao! ^_~

2005-12-10T18:15:00.000+08:00

november 9, 2005.. it was yesterday when somethin' happened which we never thought that will ever happen... we were in the laboratory.. making an experiment about a particular gas law which i can't remember if it's boyle's law or charle's law.. anyways... we needed lab. thermometer, beaker, syringe, iron stand and ofcourse burner for that experiment... 4 girls kame sa group coh... i was on the other side of the table while 3 of them were on the other side.. one is holding the thermometer, the other one is holding the syringe [ with a test tube holder ] and the other one is writing somethin.. while i'm observing what was happening to the syringe... when the water was already boiling.. our teacher told us to close the gas valve and let the water cool down so we can see if the syringe will go down.. un pindutan dun? i dunno kung anung tawag dun.. anyways.. she was on our group.. she didn't notice which gas valve we were using.. [how am i going to explain what i wanna say? wait.. lemme' think.. ] kasi sa isang gas valve.. dba meron din sa kabila? bastah aun.. i mean.. parang straw.. dba magkabilaan butas? e dba sa gas valve magkabilaan din merong gas valve? bstah ganun.. what we were usin was the one on my side.. but our teacher didn't notice it so what she turned off, which she actually turned on was the gas valve on the other side... katpat pa naman ng burner un isa kong classmate.. at katapat nung isang gas valve un binuksan ng teacher namen na akala nia pinatay nia.. just imagine what actually happened aytz? grabeh.. we were all shocked.. talagang sumalubong ung apoy dun sa isang classmate coh... buti nga nasara coh agad.. nasunog lang ng konti un hair nia, kilay at pilikmata.. pero hindi naman ganun ka-obvious.. parang wala nga ring nangyare.. un polo lang nia ang mejo nasunog... pero grabeh.. sobrang natakot talaga kame sa nangyare... i was the one who comforted my classmate.. kada coh kasi un... she cried on me... she even told us na akala raw nia halfway to hell na xa... grabeh.. i was very thankful to God that nothin' happened to her and that He didn't let that happen to me.. kasi kung ako un nandun, nakalugay pa naman un hair coh... gosh! baka nasunog na un hair coh! =P buti nalang nakapony xa... pazaway ako eh.. =P

kanina.. pupunta dapat kame ng sm ng brother coh.. pero dahil paspecial ang gago.. magfofour na nung naligo.. magaalasingko na sana nung paaliz na kame... kaya lang.. biglang umulan. fuck! nabad3p talaga ako sa kania nun! lagi nalang kasi xa paspecial eh!!!! tapus naiiniz xa dahil nagagalit daw ako.. cno bang hindi magagalit?!?! ang tagal-tagal kumilos... lagi xa ganun.. kung di coh lang kuya un baka namura coh na un eh.. nasayang tuloy un sinuot kong damit... hindi rin kame natuloy.. >.<

2005-12-09T17:41:00.000+08:00

i bought mah sun sim na!!! nung wednesday pa.. kaso ngaun lang ako nakapag-update ulet eh.. hehe, here's mah number... --> 09225294479 txt nio coh kung cno man ang nagbasa na may sun jan ha? =P that's all folks!

2005-12-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

5 ngaun.. haha.... reminds me of sumthin'... aniversary sana namen.. kung kame pa sana... pag pumapatak talaga ang singko sa kalendaryo... hindi maiwasang maalala ang nakalipas na minsan kong pinangarap na wag ng magwakas...

anyways... mah boo was absent kanina... kaya me mga taong malakas ang loob na asarin ako ng 'happy aniversary' o kaya naman.. 'aniversary nila ngaun!' haha... i just laughed at it... i'm not that affected naman.. martin kept on remindin' me things that happened between us[me and ex] pa.... kupal xa... haha... c jepy naman... ngumingiti-ngiti nalang nun nag-aasaran kame ni martin...

kanina lang.. nasa jeep ako.. i was with mah boo.. galing kasi ako sa kanila.. then hinatid nia coh pauwi... then narinig coh sa radyo ng jeep... somethin' like.... 'ang masakit lang.. nasa tabi coh na xa, hindi coh masabing mahal coh xa dahil alam kong me ibang nagmamay-ari ng puso nia...' sabay tugtog ng 'kung mahal mo xa by jay-r' .... nakakatawa lang.. dinedicate coh kasi ke jepy un song na un dati... nung nagbreak na kme.... and i think that was the time when i heard that he's courting another girl na...

currently playing : sayang naman by nina...

kung kelan matatapos na ang pagttype coh dito sa blog.. tsaka tutugtog ang isa coh pang dinedicated ke jepy non.. dame kong songs sa kania noh?! ganun talaga pag baliw na baliw ka sa isang tao.. parang halos lahat ng kanta konektado sa buhay niong dalawa.

oh well.. past is past...
nytez guyz... =)

2005-12-04T01:20:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to mee!!!!!! =)

weeeee, i'm 15 na!!! hehe... lalang... celebrating 15 years of living! kanina coh cinelebrate bdai coh.. wala lang.. ayoko kasi ng sunday eh... anyways.. what happened kanina? me and mah classmates [girls only] went to sm valenzuela... libot-libot.. nagpadevelop ng picz coh.. kaso naubos din.. pinamigay coh.. wahaha... then nagpastudio pic kame... sayang lang kulang kame ng isa... pero masaya pa rin.. aun... nakauwi ako ng mga 6pm... we saw carlos agassi there!!!! gossh!!!! he's so uber gwapo! promise.... ^_~

around 8... dumating un iba kong friendz... including mah boo ofcourse.. naginuman kase kame.. kakatapus coh nga lang cla ihatid actualy..=P pero walang nalacng... e kasi san mig light lang naman ininom namen noh... but i really had fun... lalang... except.. nabad3p ako kasi nag-away pa kame ng brother coh... well well... the reason: mah bf, mah 'attitude', and because of his "kitid ng utak"... haha... bahala xa.. ganian naman xa... gusto nia palague xa tama.. ayaw nia na kinocorrect mo xa.. pag cinocorrect xa naggalit pa.. fine! i know it's mah fault kung bakit naiinis xa... pero wtf?! hindi nia kelangan IPAMUKHA saken na ako nga me kasalanan... isa pa... sabihin ba naman na... lumalandi ka sa bf moh?! pero hindi naman nia cnabi directly saken.. pero leche, alam ba nia un difference ng paglalandi sa paglalambing?!?!?!?!?! buti nanjan c apphaul, mah desse`... para ipagtanggol ako... =)

//*EDIITT*//
time: 10:45pm

jepy greeted me... how nice... 9:57pm.. that was the time.."happy birthday, ingatz lagi.." that was what he texted... i was shocked... i txted mah bestfriend kasi... and when i received a text message.. i thought it was him.. gulat ako pagtingin coh c jepy pala... hindi na kasi ako nagexpect na iggreet nia coh eh... but the moment i read his text.. parang nagmelt un heart coh.. haha.. cheesy!! well, i didn't know what to reply... sabi coh nalang... "you made mah bday complete, thanks." i guess he really did... anyways, about him... that was friday... he gave me fudgee bar.. haha.. that was during our chemistry period.. sa harap coh kasi xa nakaupo.. and un.. nag-alok xa.. gusto coh raw ba.... kaya hinatian niya coh.. lalang... =P

pinalabas 'bcuz of u' sa cinema1 kanina... nakakatawa... haha... because of you was jepy's song for me before kasi... anyways.. natatawa ako dun kila kristine and diet... naalala coh sarili coh kay kristine eh... naghabol sa ex.. lolx! =P pero sa kania, me happy ending.. saken... uhmm... me pinatunguhan naman un paghahabol kasi naging kame ulet non... pero hindi happy ending eh... nagbreak din kame! =P

here i go again... kwento-kwento about jepy... last night... nagtampo bf coh dahil sa kania... pero hindi naman talaga ako affected kagabi eh... kasi c apphaul tsaka c khenlee eh.... apphaul opened a topic about jepy kasi... then i was like.. "wala namang ganyanan.. respeto naman" sabay tayo pero pinigilan ako ni apphaul.... tapus sabi naman ni khenlee..."ayy, magwawalk-out".. pero hindi talaga dahil dun kung bakit ako tumayo!! magsusuklay kasi sana ako sa taas kasi walang brush c apphaul e feeling coh ang gulo na ng hair coh... kaya ayun tuloy... nagtampororot c boo.... biglang nanahimik.. kaya naglambing-lambing nalang ako.. lakas pa mang-asar ni louie kay boo, pinapaalala un bday coh last year... kame pa kasi ni jepy non...br>
c spike naman.. un beer nia, lakas ng trip nila kagabi... nung nagcr c spike, nilagyan nila ng vetsin un beer ni spike! haha... pero hindi nia alam! sa huli nalang nia nalaman.. lolx... =P

i'm hearing 'here i am again by rachelle ann go' right now... ewan coh ba, pero naaalala coh c jepy sa kantang yan... 'i failed to say before, i wish i've said it all to you.. oh how, i love you baby...' oh well.. past is past.. i'm happy with mah boo naman... =)

i'm veryy touched talaga... a lot of people greeted me today... and yesterday... nkakatuwa.. i feel so special tuloy... =) me mga tao ring nag-greet na hindi coh akalaing iggreet ako! me mga tao rin nag-greet na hindi coh alam na alam pala nila bday coh! lolx! =P

2005-11-30T18:37:00.000+08:00

countdown: 3 dayz to go before mah bdai! =)

me tampuhan kame ngaun ng boo coh... it was because of what happened last night... hmmmff.. it was his fault naman.. not mine... ikkwento coh nalang un nangyare..

around 9.. nag3way kame... ako, xa tsaka c apphaul... inaasar nia c apphaul na tikoy and kengkoy and whatsoever na nageend sa 'koy' kasi monthsary nila [ni apphaul at ng boyfriend nia] kahapon.. e ang tawagan nila 'honeykoi' para cute! e aun nga.. e xmpre nagkampi kame ng desse` coh... so parang binabara namen xa... yun parang nasesense coh na nababara na xa.. bigla akong bumanat ng "luv you boo..." wala lang! actually... 11 months na kame.. but that was the first time that i said i luv you to him... apphaul was like.. "nice one desse`!!" edi tumawa lang kame..pero imbis na matuwa ang gago... eto pa ang binanat.."woo, plastic, ganian lang yan kasi nanjan ka phaul." o davah? ang gandang banat.. cno ba namang matutuwa don dba? nagpapakasweet ka na, ganun pa isasagot. apphaul was like.."ahh... khim oh! binabara ka oh!" para kunyari hindi affected, eto cnabi coh... "sus, ok lang un noh.. ganian naman yan!" then after nun.. hindi na kame nagkikibuan sa fone ni boo... nung kinausap xa ni apphaul, cla lang un nagusap, di ako umepal.. tapus aun.. kame rin naman nagusap.. hanggang sa tumawag na un bf ni apphaul at kelangan nanamen ibaba un fone.

kanina, hindi ako hinatid ni boo papuntang temple.. everyday kasi hihintayin nia coh sa gate tapus hahatid nia coh sa temple, xa magdadala ng bag coh.. pero kanina, hindi. haha... then pumunta ako kila manang[tindahan un]... nandun xa tsaka c louie [c honeykoy! ] , hindi rin kame nagpancnan... bumili lang ako ng juice... nanloloko pa nga c louie eh... sabi nia.. "uuyyy, nagaway cla... " then pag-alis coh.. sabi naman nia... "aba, nagpapatigasan kaung dalawa ah!" >.< nagmamatigasan na kung nagmamatigasan... =P

anyways... ayeka made somethin for me....

awww.. isn't that sweet? luv yah gurl!

2005-11-28T11:25:00.000+08:00

countdown: 5 days to go before mah birthday

i'm missin mah boo right now... the moment i woke up kanina, xa agad naalala coh.. hehe.. i guess i'm just missin' him.. coz the hell!! i wanna be with him right now!!!!!! waaaahh..

they had an outing today, the varsity players, and he's one of them [mah boo]... mah brother wasn't able to come... actually, he's here beside moi... playin' dota... i asked him why he was here, coz i know that they have an outing nga... he was like..."hindi coh kasi alam kung anong oras eh.. tsaka naiwanan na rin cguro ako..." haha.... stupid!! why didn't he ask the other varsity players about it?! lolx..

i have lots of kwentos yesterday but i was too lazy to type it here... so i guess i'll just kwento those todai....

11.26.05 saturday - celebration of mah kinakapatid's birthday... she's 20 na! hehe.. not a teenager anymore, eh? me and mah bessie had a drinking session.. yes, only the 2 of us coz i can't join their drinking session coz mah brother was also there! lolx... we drank half case of colt 45... good thing ate len [ mah kinakapatid also ] was there.. we invited her to join us.. it's always like that... kameng tatlo lang un magkainuman.. wahaha! but we had finished drinking 2 bottles of colt when she came.. so lamang na kame ng amats sa kania bago pa xa dumating.. lolx!
when we finished drinking the 4th bottle i think, we went to the store to buy some dragon seed... but i did some stupiiiddd things... things i do when i'm in the influence of alcohol... lolx!!

first: i talked to mah ex-boyfriend.. nothin' personal naman.. it was like a.... stupiid talk.. haha... it was like this..

me: mztah na?
him: ok lang... lacng ka nanaman.
me: ako lacng? pano mo nasabi na lacng ako?
him: kanina nakita ko nun naglalakad ka nakaakbay ka ke clark.
me: haha, e hindi lang naman ako ngaun umakbay ke clark pag naglalakad noh.
him: ....
me: kilala mo pa ba ako?
him: oo naman.
me: ano pangalan coh? him: aikim
me: ano address coh? him: 120 blah blah blah..
me: eh fone numbeR?
him: 287-toink! [he said the wrong number.. he switched the last 2 numbers>]
me: mali kaya!!!

and so on... it was so nakakahiya talaga... then i saw algene [crush of mah bessie] and what i did was... i went near him and...

second : i asked him somthin, i told him.... "pede raw ba maging kau ni clark?" and after that.. mah bessie pulled mah hair! haha.. he was like.. "gago ka talaga aikim" take note: he was laughing when he said that.. hihi.... after that.. we went home to finish what we're drinking...

after finishing it...he asked tupe[his pamangkin] for some more drinks.. and he gave us 2 bottles....after that, mah bessie went to the store again and we went to ate len's house.. but after minutes.. we followed him....

3rd: when michael[taga-samen] saw me, he shouted mah name, telling me... "kim!!!!!!! mama mo nanjan na!" e since mejo me tama na nga ako nun.. i didn't see her walking... i was like.. "weh? di nga?! di coh naman nakikita!!!!" after that... michael laughed. tiningnan coh mabuti un kanto... and i was like... "shit, tae, si mama anjan na nga." i was nervous that she might scold me for drinking again and that was around 11 i guess? i'm scared that she might say..."anong oras na nasa labas kapa." but i was wrong... when she saw me... "mukhang solve ang aking jugets ah.." well.. i guess she knew that i drink. then we went home... it was nakakahiya coz i even shouted what i said... coz michael and i was like 10 meters away, if not, 15 meters away maybe. and it wasn't only him who heard what i said... halatang lasing hindi ba? pagkauwi namen..i said to mah bessie..

me : panu yan, e me 2 pa dun...
him: sabihin kaya naten sa mama moh?
me: cge, paalam mo ko.
him: sumama ka kaya. mas maganda kung ganun. [coz mah mom was outside
me: cge, cge, tara... [lakas ng loob! that was because of the colt 45! haha...]

then we went out...

me: ma, ok lang ba na ubucn lang namen un iniinom namen?
mama: o cge na, wag lang sobrah ha..
me: thx ma!!

haha... i thought she will get mad... but unfortunately.. after one round... they heard the sound of our car - obviously, mah father came.... mama called me to go back to our house na coz we were drinking at his house... she told me to brush my teeth na and wash my face kasi baka mahalata ako ni papa.. ok na rin un... nagsuka na kasi ako nung dumating c papa... so i guess even my father didn't come.. i will stop na rin... but when i lay down our bed... i can feel my worllddd goin around... i feel like throwin up again.. but i can't go down coz if i throw up, mah father will get mad to mah mom for letting me drink. that's why i just slept with it. hihi...

this is a loong entry na... hehe... ciao ciao fo now..i'm hungy na eh, kain nako!

2005-11-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

countdown : 8 dayz to go before mah bdai! =)

kanina, sa school.. halos wala kameng ginawa... chinese subject namen-we only had a test in our math... hehe.. i cheated! lolx... i didn't study kasi... and then... we had a recitation in our computer class... sa chem naman nakinig lang kame sa report ng classmates namen.... during our TLE, wala kameng teacher... kasi nagmeeting yata... we just decorated our classroom! nilinis ng boyz un wall namen.. dinumihan kasi nila kakasipa.. yan 2loi.. pinaglinis cla.. ehehe... hindi pa nakaattend un english teacher namen kasi nahilo.. ayan, umuwi 2loi.. me pinagawa samen.. pero wlang gumawa! haha.. 3 periods pa naman kame sa kania kanina... un 2 periods na natitira.. nakiusap kame sa adviser namen na computer nalang kame.. kaya wala kame halos ginawa!!

kanina-nina lang... nag-ikot kame ng bessie coh dito sa lugar namen, that's what we do when we have nothin' to do... maglibot. i dunno what street was that... pero me nadaanan kame... nakaamoy kame ng tsongke... or should i say, marijuana.. mah bessie told me.. nakaamoy na kasi xa... hindi man lang cla sa private place ngpot-session... sa kalye pa... tsk tsk... >.<

2005-11-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

countdown : 9 dayz to go before mah birthday!

naiinis nako ke kuya je[un taong tinuturing ng bf coh na parang 2nd father nia dahil super close cla].. panu kasi, kanina, he talked to me... it's about us[me and mah bf] ofcourse... tinanong nia coh kung ano raw ginawa namen sa temple kahapon, chinese school nga kame dba? me temple kme sa harap... nag-isip ako kung ano ba un cnasabing ginawa namen, so sabi coh, wala... tapus un pala.. tungkol dun sa pagyakap at paghaharutan namen... sabi nia... mapangit daw para sa paningin ng iba, tapus nasa school daw kame at nasa temple pa, at ung ibang magulang daw, nakikita raw un ginagawa namen. punyeta, me ginagawa ba kameng masama?! me nagsabi raw sa kania... sa school din kasi xa nagtatrabaho hindi lang daw un ung unang beses na me nagsabi sa kania tungkol don... well, obviously, me chismoso. sabi pa nia, pinagsabihan na raw nia c aldrin noon at pinagsabihan na naman nia ulet kanina. well, first of all, alam kong ayaw saken ni kuya je para ke aldrin... 2nd, alam kong maghahanap at maghahanap xa ng butas sa relasyon namen para masira kame. 3rd, mahal ako ni aldrin, wala ka ng magagawa don, and lastly... wala kameng ginagawang masama. actually, pati bf coh, naiinis na rin sa ugali ni kuya je pagdating saken... lahat nalang ng napapansin saken kasi is negative. cguro dahil na rin sa past namen ni jepy... pazawaii nga akong gf noon dba? cnabi pa saken kanina ni boo na sabi raw sa kania ni kuya je..."drin, magkagirlfriend ka ng lahat-lahat, wag lang un kilala coh." what the fuck?! all i can say is.... kuya je, kilala mo ba ako?! hindi moko kilala... hinuhusgahan moko mula ulo hanggang paa.. cguro nga pag nanjan ako, mabait pakikitungo mo saken... pero pag wala na.. tinitira mo coh sa likod. punyeta. buti me blog ako, nabubuhos coh un inis coh. naiinis lang talaga ako.

2005-11-23T18:23:00.000+08:00

matagal tagal din akong di nagpost dito ah! hehe.. mejo tinatamad nako magblog... hehe... anyways... what kwentos do i have? hmm.. lemme think...

well, i'm learnin' how to play the guitar na! last saturday, i asked cesar, friend of mah brother, to teach me... e kasi naiinggit ako! actually noon coh pa gusto matuto maggitara.. kaso, nun tinuturuan ako ng kuya coh.. parang nahihirapan ako.. so i didn't take it seriously.. pero iba ngaun.. hehe.. talagang interesado ako! and i was able to play 'jeepney by spongecola' last night!! yipee!!! yupz.. nakumpleto coh xa kagabi!

ok, enough about guitar... what more? i wanna congratulate myself, for not bein' that much affected anymore when jepy talks or go near jenna.. but ofcourse i'm still affected...but unlike before na nagmumukmok ako at nababad3p pag ganun.. cguro ngaun.. just a little bit nalang! mejo nag-uusap narin kame ngaun ulet...

11 months na kame nung 20 ng boyfriend coh.. wala lang! next month, it will be our aniversary na! wow, can't believe it, nakapagtiyaga xa saken ng ganun katagal!.. lolx!

countdown: 10 days to go! i'm turnin' 15!! lalang!

2005-11-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

i've been thinkin'... if co-incidence is really just a co-incidence, or if it is really just meant to happen, that God really planned for it to happen... wala lang.. kasi... yesterday... i remembered.. while we were at the department store.. i thought of mah boo and i was looking for a nice quote that i can send to him... but suddenly, one of mah songs for mah ex was played.. the moment i heard it, i lost my interest in looking for a nice quote that i can send to mah boo.... actually, this did not happen just yesterday... it happened several times already.... but not exactly like what happened yesterday, but there are times, that whenever i think of mah boo... it's either, i will see things that reminds me about mah ex.. or i will hear my songs for him.. is it really just a co-incidence?

tamang trip pag gabi...... FOODTRIP

2005-11-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

well, me, mah brother, and mah mom... kinda had a foodtrip tonight... we ate at jollibee... yellow cab.. and ice monster.. o davah?! hehe... natatawa nga ako eh.. we bought mcflurry kasi.. tapus pagpasok namen.. dala2 namen un.. then kinakain namen sa loob ng jollibee! hihi... tapus non... sabi ng mom coh... nagyayaya raw un friend nia na kain daw... sabi coh, ayoko na... kasi busog na nga ako... tapus paglabas namen ng grand central.. nagtataka ako iba un way namen... so i asked her where are we going.. but she's not answering me, nauuna kasi xa maglakad samen ng kapatid coh... then we saw our car na nakapark dun sa may tropical.. pero xmpre hindi kame ngpakita.. hihi... craulo un nanay coh eh.. lolx! =P tapus non... dretso kame ng sm north at bumili ng yellow cab... hiya nga ako eh.. panu kasi.. nakapambhay lang ako! hihi.. pati rin kapatid coh kaya.. dugyutin pa ng hitsura! hihi....

ang kapatid coh ang pinagt3pan coh kanina.. naaaliw kasi ako sa kania... ang takaw!!! look at the picz...

tama raw bang kumain ng mcflurry sa jollibee?! hehe...=P

magkamukha ba kame ng kapatid coh?=P

waaah.. mahangin ba? hihi...=P

2005-11-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

we had a long test in chemistry kanina.. and i forgot about it.. besides, even if i remembered it yesterday.. i can't review for our test because i left my notes in school, at our so-called locker.. and i wasn't able to get it yesterday coz i was absent! lol.. what i hate about it is that.. i can feel that i will get a low grade in it... i told Cirene about it... and she said to me that i'm always thinking negative when it comes to my grade.. i always think that i will get low grades always... and i admit.. i'm always like that.. i'm bein' such a pessimist.. i hate it. ugh..

i still have to review for my 3 tests tomorrow.. 1 for our chinese class, 1 for chemistry and 1 for geometry... what the fuck? dapat hindi nako nag-absent nung monday... because i was supposed to have that test yesterday... with mah classmates.. hihi... whatever.. ciao ciao fo now... still have to do my assignments! ^_~

2005-11-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

didn't attend classes today.. but i have a reason naman eh.. i attended mah brother's graduation kasi... pero dapat, papasok talaga ako ng morning classes coz we have a test in our chinese class, also in chemistry... but, i decided not to attend classes nalang coz i did not review for our tests! hihi... mahirap kaya test namen sa chem? hmm...=P

don't have lots of kwentos to tell todaii... i'll post picz kanina nalang... =)

me wid mah mom and me wd mah father...
cno mas kamukha coh?

2005-11-13T14:36:00.000+08:00

first time to post here! hihi.. i decided to move here, gee suggested it! mas maganda raw sa blogger.. i won't be posting anymore in mah xanga... iwan coh na un... hihi...=P